All has been said and forgotten. You're dust under my feet..

2010-04-26T22:00:00.000+08:00

I should really be doing my project right now. But I want to spazz and rant at the same time. So yeah... O_O

On the way home, while on the bus, the movie Fast And The Furious was on. So yeah, I flailed.. But I never thought that I'd get to the chase part, the one where Vin Diesel practically flies of fences. O_O WHERE DBSK'S RISING SUN WAS FREAKING PLAYING. I'm aware of this, long before I saw the movie.. BUT.. I just flailed like the silly fangirl I am, and risked getting my self embarassed in front of tons of people.

BUT I COULDN'T CARE LESS.♥

That's my boys we're talking about.

On the way home, while riding the fx (a cab but with multiple passengers) with Kevin. After a while, I noticed the driver giving me the looks. I ignored him most of the time, but when I talked about a candidate, he decided to butt in. I was stupid enough to actually talk to him, BUT KEVIN WAS THERE! So I didn't care. -_______- But he just kept staring at me even while he was driving, and the look he was giving me was so creepy in a perverted way, that I was screaming inside my head. I stayed calm, because he might sense fear and gain confidence. He just kept talking, I kept nodding. Then when 80 percent of the passengers were off the vehicle, Kevin and I was left, and he asked me where I get off... Kevin answered for me. Then he asked what I ride after I get off at the stop, I just said that my mom was waiting for me to avoid further prying. :|

What scared me the most was the fact that I was wearing a skirt (not a miniskirt, it's my school attire) and that there was close proximity between him and I. :|

//shakes of scary thoughts

THANK GOD, WE ARRIVED AT OUT STOP UNHARMED. KEVIN HOPPED OFF FIRST AND HELD THE DOOR OPEN FOR ME LIKE A GOOD GUY FRIEND WOULD. (He was next to the door) The creepy driver man asked me if Kevin was my boyfriend, AND I SAID YES. (Then he freakin laughed)

That ought to keep him off, HOPEFULLY. :|

SCARY PERVERTED DRIVER WAS SCARY. D8

EVERY ONE! DON'T TALK TO STRANGERS!!!!

2010-04-22T20:21:00.001+08:00

Is sick. With the flu, in the hot weather. Stupid me is stupid. :|

2010-04-18T20:37:00.000+08:00

I saw Badette today. ^^ I'm happy. ♥

2010-04-15T19:57:00.001+08:00

To whoever invented Math.. FUCK YOU. T.T

2010-04-13T23:27:00.002+08:00

BUT! Ohiyess, there's a 'but'. I can cry because of how fucking beautiful Changmin is. ♥ (Eydi, don't kill me.) I saw his Paradise Ranch pictures and OH MY GOD. I just say, "Is that Shim fucking Changmin?!" Gorgeous. Beautiful. If he keeps this up, I don't know what I might do. Yoochun make me turn into a huge ball of wracked emotions. Ranging from, happy to horny to melancholic.

SHIM CHANGMIN IS THE ULTIMATE EYE CANDY ♥

2010-04-13T23:06:00.001+08:00

What the fuck SME? :| Seriously, you just know how to hurt hearts don't you? At this point I really don't feel anything any more, I think I've been hurt enough. I just feel numb. Go ahead and do whatever the fuck you want. My faith lies in the boys, NOT in your stupid lawsuits and lies. :|

That is all.

2010-04-10T19:29:00.000+08:00

A car, or an out of the country trip? That is the question. -_-

2010-04-10T12:49:00.004+08:00

Here's a song from the boys, which in my opinion reflects their feelings for each other. Let's not look at it from a Yaoi lover's point of view please. :) It's somehow tells us so much more, we are hurting yes, but have we ever stopped and thought that maybe this is hurting them MORE than it's hurting us. To them, it might feel like, it's breaking their family apart. BUT! Whatever happens, DBSK Friendship PWNS all. Just like every family, they are going through a hard time. Keep the faith. ♥♥♥

WASURENAIDE

-Tohoshinki

Romaji

Beddo ni suwatte kimi no koto wo kangaete ita
Aenakutemo ii aitai
Kono kimochi dake de ii kara

Tsuyoku nokotte iru kioku
Kimi kara no mijikai messeeji ga
Setsunaku mune shimetsukeru kedo
Towa no shiawase boku ga mamoritsuzuketai

Kaze ni natte sotto tsutsumitai
Kimi ga iru sekai ni sugu tonde yukitai
Aitakutemo aitakutemo
Matteru kara tada wasurenaide

Itsumo no hodou ni kimi no kage wo kanjite ita
Shizuka ni me wo toji inoru
Itsumademo kienai you ni

Fukaku kizu tsuite ita koto
Kizukasezu waratte ita kimi ni
“Zutto taisetsu ni suru kara”
Sakebitsuzukeru arifureta kotoba demo

Kaze ni natte sotto tsutsumitai
Kimi ga iru sekai ni sugu tonde yukitai
Aitakutemo aitakutemo
Matteru kara tada wasurenaide

Kimi ni fureta yoru kowarete shimau hodo ni
Tadayou kaori ni mata omoi ga tsunoru
Itsumademo hatenai you ni
Motto tsuyoku tsunaida te hanarenai you ni

Kaze ni natte sotto tsutsumitai
Kimi ga iru sekai ni sugu tonde yukitai
Aitakutemo aitakutemo
Matteru kara, matteru kara

Kaze ni natte sotto tsutsumitai
Kimi ga iru sekai ni sugu tonde yukitai
Aitakutemo aitakutemo
Matteru kara tada wasurenaide

Koko ni iru yo wasurenaide

_____________________________________________________________________

English

I sat on my bed and thought about you
It doesn’t matter if I can’t see you
Just wanting to see you is enough

A memory that remains in my mind so strongly
Your short message
Squeezes my heart in a bittersweet way
But I want to protect this eternal happiness

I want to become the wind and gently wrap myself around you
I want to fly to your world right now
Even though I miss you, even though I miss you
I’ll be waiting, just don’t forget me

On the footpath I usually walk down, I felt a trace of you
I quietly close my eyes and pray
That it will never go away

You didn’t show me how deeply hurt you were
You just smiled
“You’ll always be special to me”
I want to shout that out, even though they’re such ordinary words

I want to become the wind and gently wrap myself around you
I want to fly to your world right now
Even though I miss you, even though I miss you
I’ll be waiting, just don’t forget me

The more the night when I touched you crumbles away
The more your lingering scent makes my love grow
I pray that it never ends
I pray that we can hold each other’s hand tighter and never let go

I want to become the wind and gently wrap myself around you
I want to fly to your world right now
Even though I miss you, even though I miss you
I’ll be waiting, I’ll be waiting

I want to become the wind and gently wrap myself around you
I want to fly to your world right now
Even though I miss you, even though I miss you
I’ll be waiting, just don’t forget me

I’m here, don’t forget me

2010-04-07T20:17:00.002+08:00

OMFG.

Lee Yonsu. ♥

Seriously, sometimes I hate this man. :|

He looks so hot, He makes my panties do a million twists.

Someday I'd ask him if he is a Sex demi-God by any chance.

*sigh*

2010-03-31T16:19:00.000+08:00

I'M INLOVE WITH MY NAILS AGAIN. Shoot me. TT_TT

♥♥♥♥

2010-03-30T16:14:00.001+08:00

I feel super accomplished. :) I managed to get 13 points out of 20 on our first Seatwork in Discrete Mathematics. YAY ME! I just hope this goes on for good. I've been killing myself studying this past two weeks, and I guess, the hard work's finally paying off~

God, Thank You. I love you. ♥

Yoochun, lemme see your nails.

2010-03-28T19:11:00.001+08:00

Changmin is definitely EYE CANDY, but Yoochun has my affection. ♥

2010-03-23T17:55:00.000+08:00

Super Junior

1. The first member I fell in love with:
Honest? Siwon. :)

2. The member I never expected to love as much as I do now:
Heechul. Don't. Ask. Why.

3. The member everyone else loves that I don't:
Hangeng.

4. The member I love that everyone else hates:
Hate is a strong word, more of they don't care. Kangin.

5. The member I used to love but don't any longer:
KiBum. XD

6. The member I would shag anytime:
Eunhyuk. Yep. Him.

7. The member I'd want to be like:
Two words. THE MAKNAE.

8. The member I'd slap:
Heechul. Just so that we'd have a bitchslap feast. XD

9. A pairing that I love:
Heechul and Siwon FTW!

10. A pairing that I despise:
EH? I dunno.

11. Favorite member/s:
Kyuhyun and Heechul!

12. My five favorite members:
Heechul, Siwon, Kyuhyun, Eunhyuk, and Leeteuk.

13. My five least favorite members:
Hangeng, Yesung, Ryeowook, Hangeng, KiBum.

14. Which member I am most like:
Siwon. No, Honestly. :))

15. My deep, dark fandom secret:
I think Heechul is a girl. O_O

DBSK

1. The first member I fell in love with:
Yoochun, period.

2. The member I never expected to love as much as I do now:
Jaejoong!~ Just.

3. The member everyone else loves that I don't:
Yunho. Kill me.

4. The member I love that everyone else hates:
Changmin. :(

5. The member I used to love but don't any longer:
*GASPS* none

6. The member I would shag anytime:
YOOCHUN plz. He's a freakin sex god.

7. The member I'd want to be like:
Minnie. His snark bites the head off everyone. XD

8. The member I'd slap:
Jae.. Just to see if he'd bitchslap back. :P

9. A pairing that I love:
YOOMIN. MINCHUN. YOOCHUN AND CHANGMIN. :))

10. A pairing that I despise:
Homin. Just can't imagine it.

11. Favorite member:
Yoochun!

12. My five favorite members:
HAHA! Yoochun, Changmin, Jaejoong, Junsu, Yunho. :]

13. My five least favorite members:
Yunho, Junsu, Jaejoong, Changmin, Yoochun!Changmin, Changmin!Yoochun.

14. Which member I am most like:
Yoochun. No, really.

15. My deep, dark fandom secret:
That I just really want them to be happy. Regardless of how it hurts me.

2010-03-21T07:04:00.003+08:00

It's finally here. I'm happy right now. I just wish I did not have any grades to worry about, or else I could be happier. Seeing them in one frame makes my heart swell. :') And the emotions they put in singing the song is beyond words. BOYS. Cassiopeia loves you. Hold on. Keep the Faith. :')

2010-03-19T14:21:00.000+08:00

Seriously, I'm fucked. :( Goodluck on Monday.

2010-03-17T19:41:00.002+08:00

I'm so fucked. :| Yes, I am.

But on the bright side, our APPROJ1 Project is a success though. Haha. Had a lot of customers. And the best part is, me and Ella had our nails done FOR FREE. So, I'm a happy kid and a kid that has the most uh-mazing nails. Heheh. I have no camera. I want to take a picture, but. Nevermind. :D

I'm friggin' tired. But the stress of my grades are getting to me. There are so many what ifs. And my mom will KILL me, (literally) If I fail my Math again. :|

2010-02-28T19:40:00.005+08:00

OMGSun! I just had a shocking discovery. Well, at least to me it's shocking.

TVXQ's Midhuyo (Believe) MV was shot in the EXACT SAME place Lady Gaga's Poker Face MV was shot. Yes. Shocking, right? Probably because I don't pay attention to details and I was like freakin spazzzzzing when I found out. O_O

Okay, thanks to hoshiko_malfoy for relaying this as a poll on TVXQ_ON_POLL. Thank you very much bb. :*

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v648/HoshikoMalfoy/tvxq_on_poll/MIDUHYO-POKERFACE.png

2010-02-26T22:25:00.000+08:00

MY WALL, MY POSTS.

no one, not even you can tell me what, and what not to post.

2010-02-20T20:06:00.002+08:00

I expected too much right? Too much. It's wrong. I mean, from the beginning, I was not supposed to expect too much from one person.

2010-02-19T19:49:00.000+08:00

Chumacharot. :P Tototot~ I never knew. :D

2010-02-18T21:10:00.005+08:00

Happy 22nd Birthday Shim Changmin. :)

You are the most handsome person I know right now. Really, I love Yoochun you know. But your definitely more handsome than you hyung. Jokes aside.

I want to greet you a genuinely happy birthday. I belive you deserve one. Regardless of the issues your hyung and you face, I know you're very strong. Don't worry, we have your back. Changmin, Shim Changmin, Choikang Changmin, MAX Changmin, I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH. :* You might have heard these words before, but I swear, my feelings are genuine. I would not with for nothing but your happiness. Please save that wonderful smile for me. Please?

Behind your snarky remarks, mature actions, I can see the child inside you. The child I have come to love. I say your tears are precious. Don't shed them so easily.

2010-02-18T11:39:00.002+08:00

I'm bored. HAHA. Is it that obvious?:))

2010-02-18T11:18:00.003+08:00

We don't have a professor, but we do have a SW, which I don't plan on doing. My classmates and I are too busy Facebooking to even care about that seatwork. :))

If only, we have sounds here. I want to listen to my latest LSS, Tik ToK by Kesha. Yes? Yes.

2010-02-17T21:31:00.004+08:00

Fucker. My facebook account is giving me the attitude. I CAN'T change my profile image. :| This freaking frustrating. I thought it was just my pc, but turns out it's my facebook account. If this continues, I'd die tomorrow, because this is actually what I do during our DATA STRUCTURES CLASS. :|

Night. I'm going to kick facebook's ass in my dreams.

2010-02-17T14:48:00.001+08:00

I was supposed to actually go to mass today. Because it's Ash Wednesday, but Vanessa is going to mass with her family, and I have no one to go with me. *sigh* I'd just take time of solitude later and pray.

2010-02-16T19:47:00.003+08:00

I bought the Tohoshinki Secret Code CD already. =)) Once again, I declare myself broke. But I'm happy I bought it anyways. 500 bucks is easy to pull back. And it's for my boys. No harm in doing so. :)

We watched, Valentine's Day today. And it was sure as hell fun! Taylor Swift was really a character there. =)) She.. Just. Made. Me. LOL. So. Fucking. Hard. Cheers to both Taylors! :] Queen Latifah too! Anne Hathaway, and Jennifer Garner. It's a nice movie to watch after studying gruesome Discrete Mathematics. :P I recommend it to all hopeless romantics, I'm sure you'd find your love story somewhere in the movie.

Sheeesh~ I can be so cheesy. But I'm not inlove, but I do miss the feeling of being in love, and the movie did more than just remind me I HAVE NO BOYFRIEND. :)) Stupidddd~

Anyways, thank you Macky, Kevin, Sarah and Joemar. ;) I enjoyed my time with you guys, laughed my head off at McDonald's and by simply walking, trying to catch up with Joemar, Kevin and Macky at walking. XD I'm such shallow person, and easy to please. Contrary to what others think. HA!

Whatever, Imma go hunt for fics now.

2010-02-15T19:29:00.003+08:00

Oh.. So, Valentine's Day did not turn out as bad as I thought it would. :) Mom and Dad ordered Yellow Cab, so I ate to heart's content, (probably a date with my tummy. hehe. XD) Then, spent the whole day on the internet. Not to mention, I made my speech only in the afternoon. Talk about cramming. But hey! In my defense, I got a high grade earlier. :) Yes, I'm boasting. I feel like I have the right to actually boast. I've got a really bad case of stage fright, but, when I'm in front and already talking about.. well.. things.. I tend to forget my nervousness, and talk non-stop. But of course, speeches are different. :) Speeches require, ACTUALLY THINKING OF THE RIGHT THING TO SAY. Which in every way, I rarely do. Things come spewing out of my mouth, whether I don't want to. Yes, that's how talkative I am. My friends would agree on this one, 101%!

And I'm a happy puppy now?! Why? Ask me first. Ask me! Fine. :p

Earlier, after we took our first TECHWRIT quiz, we came down to the cafeteria to spend the next 3 hours playing BIG TWO POKER. :)))))) Whatever... Once I entered the cafeteria, I saw a NAIL ART STORE. And I flailed like a fangirl. T_T and hurt my foot in the process, BUT that's not the point. I wanted to have my nails done again, but I just had them done last Saturday. So, I thought, "Nahhhh~ Don't need it." *long.. akward pause* "But I do want it." What the heck?! I talked to the lady Nail artist. ;) And asked her, if I could have my nails done w/o removing my super cute metallic purple polish. She said yes. "HOOHAH! One point for me!". But then again, I remembered that my speech was not yet done! And that I haven't rewritten it yet. *STUPID* I sat down and did my speech, all the while staring at the nail art stall. Imagine me losing it completely. :P

After our Public Speaking class later in the afternoon, I couldn't help it anymore. Yes, I had to meet my parents at Robinson's Forum, but Yes, I also had my "Kikayness" to reconsider. So, I had my nails stamped. I don't regret it. When I look at my nails, I squeel. It's even cuter than me! And that's a rarity. :}}

I don't usually write long blog posts, I write long ones only when I'm extremely happy! And when I'm extremely sad. :)) But right now, I'm a happy, happy ,happy girl. I'm practically a rolling ball of happiness, and I'd have Max squish me to see if I'd squeak. I probably will, given I see The Max Changmin in front of me. But I think it's Yoochun that could kill me. :))))))) ----- Seee? I'm so inchorent.

Night ya'll, I'm off to hunt for fics.. I'm being a YooMin!Ninja.

2010-02-14T08:43:00.004+08:00

OH MY~ SiLLY ME! :))

Happy Valentine's Day My Dear Friends. And to those who actually have a date and/or a boyfriend/girlfriend. Go ahead and mooch eachother's head off!

Maybe you're asking me, why I'm so bitter. Why? Think. I have no one to share V-Day with. :| What a pity, I'm stuck at home with the parents, and they don't even plan on treating me out. Whatever.. pffffffft.. More time for my speech, at least.

Why only now do I stress myself about not having a boyfriend? Seriously, I don't know. Sometimes I am, Sometimes... INCLUSIVE OF NOW, I'm not happy I'm almost 17 and still single. :P

~~One way or another, I'd actually doubt I said these things.~~ :D

Oh well~ No use crying over spilled milk. :PP

2010-02-14T08:35:00.001+08:00

I wasn't broke. I simply did not have long nails to have a nail art. :| Remember, my nails broke last week, and the week before that. So, I decided to go for a regular mani-pedi session. :) My finger on my foot, actually got murdered and bled all the way from the salon to home. Yessss~ Haha. But it srsly is painful. Oh.. The things I do for glamour!XD

One more thing I'd like to share is, I'm procrastinating again. I have a speech due tomorrow, and I haven't done it yet! Worse is, that I'm the first speaker. Yay me. T_T Now, I'm cramming to find the perfect topic. Wish me luck! I'm sooooo gonna need it. :P

Toodles! Off to eat breakfast :)

2010-02-13T23:36:00.002+08:00

Ohiyessssss. :) I had my nails done this afternoon, ilovethecolor. :) Metallic purple. Yessss baby~ After Vanessa went home and left me, I snoozed off in the nail salon, and screeched awake when I felt my nail being torn to pieces. DAMN, That was embarassing, but hey, can you blame me???? I'm ranting. Rant. Rant. Rant. People around me stared.. and stared.. And I saw my Highschool Junior, well she's a senior now.. and yes, I'm OLD. Stop it. :) She's pretty. We're friends na.

Vhanz! I score. XD

Kwiz.Biz Kwiz!

2010-02-13T23:31:00.001+08:00

Kwiz.Biz Kwiz!

2010-02-13T23:30:00.001+08:00

Kwiz.Biz Kwiz!

2010-02-13T23:28:00.001+08:00

2010-02-06T12:24:00.001+08:00

I bought the CD already~ The version C, That is.. ;)
I haven't listened to it yet, BECAUSE I ALREADY HAVE IT ON MY PC. BUT!
It never hurts to have a true copy.
Plus, the pictures and more sexy mirotic day pictures are so worth my 400 bucks!:]

2010-02-06T11:12:00.004+08:00

YUNHO! U-KNOW! ;)

Happy Happy Happy Happy Happy Birthday! So okay, you made me laugh acting silly everytime you get. Make me drool because of your sexiness, EVERYTIME I see your abs. YES, YES, fucking yesss. You are very caring and absolutely are THE BEST LEADER IN WHOLE FUCKING UNIVERSE. I love love love YOU. Although, I'm aware there are other bazillion girls out there who loves you. LUCKY right?:)

2010-02-05T19:33:00.001+08:00

PFFFFFFFFT :

So okay. I wasn't even done mourning over the tragic death of my beautiful nail. (with emphasis on being only ONE nail) I woke up this morning, only to find 2 MORE nails, DEAD. I hate myself for sleeping in every possible sleeping possition. I'm freakin pissed, because it's only a week.. And my adorable cute nail art is DEAD. So... Okay.. I'm so shallow. But hey! It costed me quite a fortune. OOOKAAAY~ I'm over acting.

Now, I have to visit my nail salon and get my nails fixed because they seriously look so fuking ugly. :

Off to bury my dreams of having long nails... AGAIN.....

2010-02-03T12:05:00.001+08:00

I take back what I said before that it is not expensive! Now that I literally lost a nail, I deem it the most expensive thing I own. O_O

2010-02-03T10:46:00.005+08:00

I fucking broke a nail, and yes it costs a fortune. :|

I got a nail art last Wednesday only to have one nail on my right hand completely broken because of our freakin volleyball in PE Class. I'm being whiney, because it's really expensive. I swear. I won't live this down, excuse me while I mourn for the tragic lost of my beautiful finger nail. :(

2010-01-27T21:57:00.002+08:00

Okay, understanding that my attempted nail art is a complete FAIL. I decided to get one, FOR REAL. And it isn't as expensive as I thought it would be. Only spent 310 pesos. Okay, not THAT expensive. :) And yes, my nails now are pure love. BEST part is, I don't think the stars will fall off piece by piece, unlike my previous ones.

RIP. My old gross nails. =))

Next time, When I have more money, I'd go for more intricate designs. WITH GEMSTONES :]]
OR, If I'd be broke by then, I'll stick to mani-pedi =))

2010-01-27T10:04:00.001+08:00

you are lavenderblush
#FFF0F5

Your dominant hues are red and magenta. You love doing your own thing and going on your own adventures, but there are close friends you know you just can't leave behind. You can influence others on days when you're patient, but most times you just want to go out, have fun, and do your own thing.

Your saturation level is very low - you have better things to do than jump headfirst into every little project. You make sure your actions are going to really accomplish something before you start because you hate wasting energy making everyone else think you're working.

Your outlook on life is very bright. You are sunny and optimistic about life and others find it very encouraging, but remember to tone it down if you sense irritation.

2010-01-26T21:02:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 24th Japanese Birthday Hero Kim Jaejoong! =)

HAPPY 25th Korean Birthday Hero Kim Jaejoong! ;)

I wish you all the best for this year. You may be under a lot of stress, with the lawsuit and whatnots. BUT, you have to be strong for Yoochun, Changmin, Junsu and Yunho. You'll get through this with our help and support! I do hope you are happy. You desersve nothing but genuine happiness. HWAITING!!!

YOU ARE THE VOICE OF TVXQ. IMO. ;)

I love you, you sexy beast. Nothing will change that. Ever. XD

PRESENTING, THE BIRTHDAY BOY HIMSELF.

2010-01-25T21:04:00.002+08:00

So okay, first day today. Had fun, although we had 2 hours empty sched. Which by the way, turned out nice since we just playes cards and ate. =)) HAHA. Never mind that, our techwrite professor was hella funny. Like, Hella funny. XD He kept on cracky jokes that made me laugh. I know, I'm shallow. :P

I don't have much time left. I'm dead tired. I want to sleep early. ;)

I'll leave you all with something that made me laugh.

Yoochun's english is the bomb!=]]

In Korean:

Junsu: How do you say deer in english??

Yoochun: Rudolph!

LOL~

2010-01-22T11:03:00.003+08:00

I want to rant about how cute my nails are. =)) I think they're cute! I did it myself, so it doesnt look so professional. I decided to just buy a nail art kit and do it myself. Instead of wasting 1000 smackaroonies on 10 pieces of finger nails. So okayyyy~

YEAH. Wanna see it?XD

*bounces like a ball* :)

2010-01-19T19:58:00.001+08:00

I am. BORED. I think. Enrollment tomorrow! How do I live as an irregular? AMP. o_o

2010-01-18T17:42:00.002+08:00

Got my grades, and may I say I am quite happy. ;) Disregard the fact that I'm so going to repeat my Algebra I class next term. HEH. -.- I don't actually mind, now that my mom isn't really mad. So I guess life can go on!:)

My other grades are quite good, if I do say so my self. I got a 2.5 in INPROLA, 2.5 in PHYSICS, 3.0 in RESWRIT, 3.5 in PUBSPE, and a 4.0 in NATSER. :))))) A pretty clear 3.5 for my PhysicalEd class. :)) Anyways.............. WOOOHOOO! I have proven I did my best, and that I studied this semester. MY PROFESSOR IS OBVIOUSLY JUST, "unique". Whatever, I'll take Algebra again and show her that I don't need her to pass.

2010-01-18T17:36:00.000+08:00

Your DBSK Ideal Lover Your Result: Micky   He is one romantic guy who will always adds romance to your life with his little ideas. Be entitled to an unforgettable love with him as he fills your life with some dreamful love any girl would want.
Junsu
Yunho
Jaejoong
Changmin
Your DBSK Ideal Lover Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

2010-01-14T17:07:00.002+08:00

Instead of actually studying, I'm facing my computer again posting quizzes on facebook. I'm hopeless.. I'm soo going to flunk Math and kiss my soon-to-be-former-school goodbye. But hello~ It's not like I could actually understand anything I'm studying for Algebra! T_T Everything slips me.. Math doesn't like me, I don't like Math. The feeling's mutual.

On a brighter note, I ate EIGHT pieces of Hershey's Nuggets with Almonds? Why? Because I thought it could help me understand a bit. WRONG! It just made me want to dance to Wrong Number. Chincha, I'll study later. Night time, up to early in the morning. Atleast I'd be forced to study.

Aja! Hwaiting! JiaYou! Ganbatte! Break a leg! Whatever..

2010-01-08T21:21:00.002+08:00

Unfortunately, I feel this tingly feeling all over again. Last time I felt this way was 3 years ago. It's starting again, and I don't have any idea how it would turn out. -.-

I don't want to be burned again. I need to be smarter, wiser and learn to keep my heart in pocket. ;) Jia You! Ganbatte!

2010-01-08T21:00:00.001+08:00

1. When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought?
I wish I was tad lighter. ;)

2. How much cash do you have on you?
1000 smackaroonies!:]]

3. What’s a word that rhymes with DOOR?
Core

4. Favorite planet?
Saturn. Pretty planet.

5. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your cell phone?
Joshua

6. What is your favorite ring tone on your phone?
Wasurenaide. ;)

7. What shirt are you wearing?
Haha. A polka dotted shirt from my grandma.

8. Do you label yourself?
I do??:))

9. Name the brand of the shoes you’re currently wearing?
I'm wearing none.

10. Bright or Dark Room?
Darker. I don't like bright places.

11. What do you think about the person who took this survey before you?
I don't actually know her.

12. What does your watch look like?
White with flower details.

13. What were you doing at midnight last night?
Doing our research paper that actually took me until 2am to finish.

14. What did your last text message you received on your cell say?
Where are you?

15. Where is your nearest 7-11?
5 minutes by car..

16. What's a word that you say a lot?
Really?

17. Who told you he/she loved you last?
My friend Ella.

18. Last furry thing you touched?
Joemar's Pomeranian.

19. How many drugs have you done in the last three days?
Everynight, Montemax for my asthma.

20. How many rolls of film do you need developed?
...

21. Favorite age you have been so far?
SEVEN. Bright and happy.

22. Your worst enemy?
Cockroaches.

23. What is your current desktop picture?
My nephew.

24. What was the last thing you said to someone?
"Yes."

25. If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to fly what would it be?
A million bucks. Flying? Sheeesh.

26. Do you like someone?
Unfortunately, I do.

27. The last song you listened to?
Highway Exit By The Sea - S.H.E

28. What time of day were you born?
seven am.

29. What’s your favorite number?
18 as of the moment.

30. Where did you live in 1987?
My soul was still simmering in the bowels of Hell. :))

31. Are you jealous of anyone?
Yes. Math geniuses AND people who get to touch DBSK.

32. Is anyone jealous of you?
Why? I'm a good girl. (all the better reasons. >:))

33. Where were you when 9/11 happened?
Eating, my mom was feeding me. :))

34. What do you do when vending machines steal your money?
Curse. -,-

35. Do you consider yourself kind?
Yes.

36. If you had to get a tattoo, where would it be?
A permanent one? No.

37. If you could be fluent in any other language, what would it be?
Chinese and Korean. You said one. But I want two.

38. Would you move for the person you loved?
Hmmm?

39. Are you touchy feely?
YES!

40. What’s your life motto?
"Money is meant to be spent." :))

41. Name three things that you have on you at all times?
Cellphone, Wallet and.. Bag?

42. What’s your favourite town/city?
Taipei! Seoul or Tokyo.

43. What was the last thing you paid for with cash?
Transportation fare.

44. When was the last time you wrote a letter to someone on paper and mailed it?
Eons ago.

45. Can you change the oil on a car?
No.

46. Your first love: what is the last thing you heard about him/her?
Still with "her". =))

47. How far back do you know about your ancestry?
I know I'm a wee bit Chinese, 1/4 Spanish and 3/4 Filipino. =))

48. The last time you dressed fancy, what did you wear and why did you dress fancy?
Our halloween dance parteeey!

49. Does anything hurt on your body right now?
My zit. Stupiiiid~

50. Have you been burned by love?
Yes. -.-

2010-01-06T21:40:00.001+08:00

I will reward myself nextweek after our finals. THE DATING ON EARTH MARATHON. I swear. : I need motivation and DOE may be the answer.

Oppa! Wait for me. :)

Signing off till the weekends.

Celebrity Collage by MyHeritage

2010-01-04T20:01:00.001+08:00

MyHeritage: Celebrity Collage - Free genealogy - Geneology

2010-01-01T19:53:00.003+08:00

I don't know what to believe anymore. :( But I'm srsly broken. BROKEN. I just saw a piece of ~~shit~~news somewhere that DBSK is already DISBANDED. What a way to start the new year right? And I'm fucking broken, I can't force tears out. The pain is too much to even handle that my lips can only tremble continuously... I'm pretty sure, I'd bawl my eyes out later.

They say, I should not believe anything as of now. BUT, can you blame me? It's absolutely heart wrenching. I don't want to believe anything at all.. I want t shut myself out off ALL these negative things. But, unfortunately, the boys mean so much to me that I can't just ignore them. I want to dwell in the happy past, more than anything but the circumstances won't let me.

I think I'm being tested. Is my fandom really strong? Then I should be strong.

GODS OF THE EAST! Help me. :(

2010-01-01T12:49:00.007+08:00

WHAT IN THE WORLD IS DATING ON EARTH?!

Who is the woman responsible for kissing my Mouse?! I just want to have a chainsaw and... Puwahahahahaha! The girl, grabbed and kissed my Mouse.. How could she?!

On the other hand, I am quite excited to watch it. ;) I mean, watching Micky and JJ's smexful acting.. I'm pretty sure it would send me spazzing non-stop.

OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH~ btw, happy new year everyone!

This is a crappy excuse for a blog post. Mianhe~ You know me.

2009-12-31T19:00:00.004+08:00

OOOH! WAIT. My mei mei was quizzing me about my OTP Yoomin madness. XD Yes, I'm a yoomin freak.. I admit. The fandom isn't big, and maybe that's the reason I got so caught up in it. I want to be different, there are so many Yoosu, Yunjae, Jaemin, Jaechun fandoms out there. (NO PUN INTENDED. i love all the couples dearly. BUT, not as much as Yoomin.) But I chose to stick with Yoomin, aside from having a nifty fanbase and tonnes of SMUTTY fanfictions, I find them really beautiful together. ;)

They send my stone heart spazzing over their sightest touches. And their sexiness is ORGASMIC. I tell ya~ ORGASMIC. XD

Want pictures? *SIGH* Why am I put in this circumtances? Whatever. Spread the fandom!

The HEART pose only the two can pull off. /biased /gets bricked

WOAH! Changminnie~ Than hand is getting a wee bit too near mytreasure.

OOOH? GOAL!!!XD

smoooochypoooo~

That hug is like.. like.. forget it. Jump each other. I'll find other ways to enjoy myself.

Plus++ An added bonus of the boys's darling smiles. Oh how I miss those smiles. Smile for me soon babies. Please?

2009-12-31T18:51:00.002+08:00

Happy New Year. BOOHOO.

Haven't done my thesis. I'm so going to flunk reswrite. FUCK IT.

Anyways, I am not looking forward to 2010, ha. I feel indifferent, the years could change I couldn't care less. I'm so heartless right now, but maybe it's because I really don't feel genuinely happy. I have at this point TEMPORARILY had given up on life as we know it. Don't ask me why. I just feel empty. I'm busy prissing over what hair color I'll put on my hair. Yes, I'll obssess over my hair and appearance first.

I don't know when I'd be back to normal again. Don't worry! I'll inform you guys. HAHA.

They boys are my reason for living, S.H.E is my life. So yeah, without them, I may be a walking corpse. That aint pretty.

byeeeeeeeee~

OFF TO HELP FOR NEW YEAR'S EVE MEAL.

keeping the faith.

(for the boys)

2009-12-26T08:54:00.003+08:00

Happy 6th Anniversary

DONG BANG SHIN KI!:)

Forever Five. Five Forever. Us together forever, to infinity and beyond.~ WOW. Cheesy much?:))

Here are some pictures from the party. :) I won't divulge all. XD They might sue me!

2009-12-23T20:04:00.002+08:00

CONTINUATION...

At around 7pm or 8pm, we decided it was time to get the party started. :)) I got the 4th shot served that night, never am a fan of brandy but good experience though. And The Bar tastes nice if you ask me.

Macky had I don't know how many shots, BUT, I know it's not much. He has allergic reaction to alcohol, he turned RED.. I am not exxagerating, he really turned red. O_O Redder than Santa. Anyways, Macky isn't the "laughtrip" person of the night. It was Christian, they dared him to drink one whole glass of Matador Brandy straight up, he turned red and got wasted in no time. Then he became mad? Me and Ella asked him, "Christian, how old are you?" He SHOUTED mad, "16!" Okay.. Me and Ella had the best laugh of the night. He said a lot of silly things while drunk. Cutest thing is he was mad the whole time. XD hahahah!

I know I shouldn't be posting this here but it's fun! And hey! No one will mind. I just had so much fun last night. First taste of adult fun. HAHA. With music, booze, laughter and good food.

THE WATER IS STILL FREEZING. I kinda regretted wearing a skirt last night. It was cold. -.-

I realized how fun loving SSE91 really is, and the moment I had to leave at 1am I instantly became sad because they came with me to our car to bid me goodbye. Because certain parents don't want me staying over night. HMPH. Anyways, I hated to leave them like that. But atleast I had soooo much fun! And to Mon, ayan.. Hindi kita nalimutan. Salamat din!

TO JARY/JARI, Justin's friend. Thanks sa tagay. :))

I'll post pictures when Charm uploads all of them.

2009-12-23T10:57:00.003+08:00

I just had the best time ever last night. BEST I TELL YA!

Thanks to my dearest blockmates & Mon for making me this happy. :)

Went to meet up with my girls at one pm. Okay, waited another 3 hours sitting down at the gas station, but it was worth it though. ;) Finally had the chance to go around kuya Jom's NEW car. YAAAAAAAAAAAY. It was nice, we got stuck in traffic though.. -.-' after sitting in the car, we went to SMBicutan to buy utensils and to grab a bite to eat. XD Just when we were to go to the resort, WE SAW KAZILLIONS OF PEOPLE waiting in line for a tricycle ride. -.-' Good thing Jandi's mom is so nice, and fetched us from SMBicutan! I loooove it. We had one hell of a ride home too! Especially now that from a group of 5 we became 9, and we fitt snuggly inside the Revo!XD haha!

We arrived at the resort, and screamed! Hahaha. That's how me and baby Ella show our happiness. I went up to room to change my clothes, just to be ready when someone decides to push me into the pool. ;) Okay, who's up for a round of singing? I know I am. (stupid karaoke machine doesnt work properly, but I had fun anyways.) Sang numerous songs, even ones with ranges beyond our own. And the nighbors could probably hear our noise. But who cares? I had the best time!

And the carbonara was the BEST! I say! The best! Jandi, thanks again. And for the gift! I appreciate it!

I never knew I could have a heart to heart talk with Macky. ;) It's bad when he drinks, he spills everything, from his lovelife to even mine. HAHAHA! He turned tomato red last night. As in tomato red, with no hint of exxageration, he really turned red. I wonder why alcohol never had that effect on me. I guess i'm lucky. Speaking of luck, LUCKY, Thanks for the drinks. :)

SJ! My pre happy 18th birthday to you! Weeee~ It's nice you've become an adult in our company! Loveyougirlsomuch. >:D<

I'll continue this later in another entry.. the next one would be about alcohol, cheating boyfriends, more alcohol and a full coverage on how macky and christian got wasted and sooo much more............... I just hope I have the pictures by later. ;)

2009-12-22T07:08:00.002+08:00

I have the CD already. *does happy dance* And yes, I have ripped it into my library already. :) I just bought it yesterday, and it got me bouncing. Yes, bouncing. I know, some people are boycotting products from DBSK(SM) but I'm not. I don't mean to be selfish, but people say that it's best to buy original albums, don't I want to support them despite the controversy? AND, also that, me buying the CD means, I'm still very positive things would be better. ;)

So please. Please, don't judge me. K?

I woke up extra early today, considering we have no classes. My blockmates and I will be having an all night fun. With music, food, drinks, fun, laughter, and everything in between. I vow NEVER to get wasted. And not to drink TOO much. HEH. I'll just sing my heart out later. Or dance my butt off, whichever comes first. HAHA! I'm so excited. It also marks our Christmas break, a well deserved break if you ask me. A WELL DESERVED ONE!

ooh! ooh! I have something to say. XD

I won a snickers yesterday. We had a game in our Algebra class, and I was paired with Ella. It was like, there's a word put on her forehead, then she has to guess it and yes, i give out answers like yes, no, maybe. It was super easy, THANKS TO PUSOY DOS! But yeah, it's rare I participate during Math class, so I think it's a start. (expect me to participate when it's nearing the end of the semester. XD)

2009-12-19T23:26:00.002+08:00

I saw a blog post that I shouldn't see. :( Made me cry again. You know how much I'm affected right? I want to put up a brave front. I don't want you seeing me weak. But when I think of it, nothing comes out me but tears. Hot, stinging, painful tears. Tears of unwillingly saying goodbye. Just imagining how I'd say goodbye is unbearable. I NEVER knew it would be this soon. We had so many things planned. And now, those are all going to be plans locked up in our hearts forever. You know how much of my heart you'd bring with you, and how much of your heart you'd leave with me. I love you. More than you'd ever realize. I want to keep you locked up in my closet if that's the only way for you not to leave me behind. I'm being selfish, I know. But could you blame me? I'm already missing you. I love you. You know who you are.

"Wherever you go, whatever it takes... I will be right HERE waiting for YOU."

2009-12-18T19:44:00.003+08:00

Oh my God. I mean seriously. I saw.. I just saw DBSK's CD at Odyssey! I mean, I went in to "check" and oh my God, I saw Junsu's face. I was like, "Isn't that Su?", then oh my God it is! I panicked and almost shoved away all the people in front of me. I panicked, I couldn't get over it! I saw the price, it was freakin' 500 pesos ONLY! I soooooo~ want that for christmas. Would some one buy that for me? Awwww. :[ I really really really really want it. I'd die a happy woman if I had it. I want to buy it but, I was think, what if some one with a kind soul suddenly decides to give on to me. Okay, I'm assuming. But by December 22nd, and no one gives it to me as a gift, I seriously WILL buy it. WITH OUT ANY SECOND THOUGHTS. I WILL HANG THEIR POSTER IN MY ROOM AND LOOK AT IT EVERYTIME. And oh my God, I think it's the Mirotic concert. But still! Aaaaaaaaaah~ If you guys saw how I reacted, Ella was like, "Girl.. Awat na..". I kept on saying, "DID YOU SEE THAT? DID YOU?!"

I guess, it's released here, so it has nothing to do with SME vs. DBSK. YAY! Atleast........... There's hope shining on the other side of the road.

I'll buy that baby if no one gives it to me. SERIOUSLY, I might even buy two!:D

2009-12-17T22:24:00.001+08:00

if you guys seriously want some laughs. and never ending cuteness! watch this.

MAX AND MICKY AND JUNSU AND YUNHO WILL CRACK YOU UP AND SEND YOU DOWN YOUR CHAIR INRO FITS OF EU KYANG KYANGS!

2009-12-17T21:46:00.002+08:00

Oh? HAHA.
Su~ Stop acting cute. It's working. =))

I finished our thesis' introduction! YAY ME! I am literally drained of all the English I know.

Ayoko na. Magtatagalog naman ako para maiba, at dahil hindi naman lahat ay makakainitindi sa sasabihin ko, okay lang na maglabas ako ng sama ng loob about sa SME ulit? Pano, sa tuwing maaalala ko ang mga kabalusabasang lumalabas sakanila, kumukulo dugo ko. Nakakairita, paawa pa sila? Eh sino ba yung mga mukhang namatayan? Kitang kita mo naman sa mga mata nung lima na sobrang nasasaktan na sila, hindi pa nila magawang pagbigyan yung hiling nung tatlo na konting konsiderasyon lang naman sa karapatan nilang pantao. Hindi sila Diyos.

Okay. Use a translator or something if you want to read. XD

2009-12-16T20:59:00.003+08:00

Singing. Thinking of things. Things sad. OOOH! Shit. I forgot I need to make a reaction paper about my spirituality. I pretty much love God will all my heart, and I don't need any freakin reaction paper to prove that I really do love him. NSTP sucks. PGMA, I think i'd shoot you if I see you. Oooops! Was that too vulgar? And I'm so incoherent. Caused by mainly, STRESS and more SRESS. Yoochunnie, Yiru, Minnie! Make me happy. XD

Anyhoo.. I have a thesis to write. Deadline of Friday, I'm too lazy to even start something. Why? Just because.

Who tops? Micky of Minnie? I think Minnie! Why? Yoomin = Maxtops is complete and utter pwnage! All fanfics I read, mainly smutty ones. Max tops. YAY! So proud of my maknae. Micky doesnt look the lease bit girly. But he's dainty. Maybe that's why Max tops. Or maybe Max is a pusher-down-on-the-bed kind of person. If that's so, I'd be happy to be pwned by him. HAHA! /gets rolled over by dump truck

2009-12-15T22:06:00.003+08:00

AIYOO~ Still not done with things I NEED to do. HEH. School can wait? It can, right? -.-

I saw Yoochun's neckline again! That precious adam's apple. I just want to bite it! /gets bricked.

Hey! That hurt. But, seriously, Yoochun should wear plunging necklines MORE OFTEN than his definition of OFTEN. The world needs more of those sexy babies. =)) Or only me? FTW, I don't care. I find them incredibly sexy. You do too, don't you? If I don't stop talking about Yoochun's sexiness, MinMin would personally brick me. Min........ I can't help it. Your agi is making me do it! ~~Screw him.~~ ( I think I just gave the KISS an idea of what to do.)

*RUNS OFF TO SEARCH FOR JOONGIE*. MAYBE JOONGIE CAN KEEP ME COMPANY. SINCE MinMin and ChunChun is off to lala where? I don't know. OOPS. JOONGIE IS WITH YUNNIE! Don't I have anyone to play with? Play. Play~ OH! I know.

SUUUUUUUUUUUU~ BABY! LET'S PLAY!xD

~~/gets shot.~~ ( I knew it! I should have just shut up.)

This is total crack. I miss the boys so much that I pretend I own them. How I wish I do. But SM does. F*** SM. XD

2009-12-15T21:24:00.004+08:00

SU.. JUNSUUUU.. XIAH... SUSU.. JUNCHAAN.. JUNJJANG!!!!:)

happy happy happy birssssday to you!

I miss your laughter. I miss your smile. Keep smiling and be strong for your brothers. I'm so busy I can't write a novel for you but you know how much I love you Suuuuu~ Suuuu baby! I don't want you sad. Ho and Min loves you, I'm sure. :)

always keep the faith. i know i will. :')

DBSK WILL FOREVER BE JJANG! I MISS YOU GUYS. BUT DON'T GIVE UP. OUR LOVE, YOUR LOVE, IS ENOUGH TO GET US THROUGH THIS STORM RIGHT? SUUUU~ YOU'RE DBSK'S ANGEL. CASSIES LOVE YOU.

2009-12-13T18:46:00.001+08:00

I'm a slacker. :))
I haven't done anything productive concerning school this day. But considering how much fainting I did experienced watching videos of the boys, S.H.E and FRH. I think I had a very goo day. :)

Bring it on Chapusit!XD BRING IT ON!

2009-12-07T20:25:00.001+08:00

I want to share how terrifyingly terricific the movie Coming Soon was. It's in Thai, but provided with sub titles and oh my God. Chaba is scary~ popping out of nowhere. Really~ My classmates and I were all screams. =)) DORKY? Naaaah~ Just spine tingling scary. I recommend you watch the flick if you want to have a GREAT scare. Don't watch it alone?

PS. It's a bit gruesome. Bring your pails...... =))

2009-12-07T00:15:00.002+08:00

I should actually be sleeping right now. -.- But guess what, I'm not. HAHA. My mom left about an hour and a half ago with my dad to the hospital, she was feeling pain from constipation. I hope she's fine. I wanted to go along but, I knew they would not allow me because I have classes tomorrow. So, here I am.. taking the very rare opportunity to stay up late on a Sunday to watch DBSK videos. xD Oh yes, I'm bad.

I'm watching the boys have soooo much fun demolishing a car. Chunnie's too caught up with trying to smash that door. And I end up scouting for YooMin moments, however small they may be. But I have to admit, Jae's ass at one point got me pausing atleast 10 times. =)) Hallelujiah!

Ok.. Wait.. I need to finish the set. Byeeeeee~ Goodnight!

2009-12-05T16:43:00.003+08:00

I can't believe it. I really can't believe it. Or is it that I don't want to believe it. Every single night, before I fall asleep I think of the dongbangboys, why? Because I imagine all possible outcomes from the lawsuit they are facing. It's not the possible results that scare me. It's what I don't know that worries me. All this time, I've been apprehensive, thinking of what may happen, Whether bad or good. But you know, YOU'LL NEVER KNOW. Get me? I can never really put my foot down and decide that "this" or "that" will, can, or may happen. Because the truth is, I can NEVER KNOW, WE CAN NEVER KNOW. And that what breaks my heart. Now I know that the fear of the unknown is true. Eversince, I have always believed that, there's no reason to fear things I don't know... But now, I suddenly understand.

But the boys want us to be strong. They don't want us to shed tears. Let's be strong for them? Please? :( Please? Cassiopeia. Bigeast. STAY STRONG!

Belated Birsssday~ to my mom! She celebrated her birthday yesterday. We ate at a small restaurant near our vilage, that I swear, cooks the yummiest Native Filipino food. :)) YUM! Anyways, she'd be treating the family tomorrow.. And i'd get to see my nephew again!! I'm so excited, because every chance I get to see him, I get sick. So I couldn't go near him. But this time. No way! I'm healthy as a prick. And I can't wait to carry him!! :D *does dbsk trademark dorky dance*

2009-12-02T20:38:00.003+08:00

I'm not in a good mood. I have allergies again. I'm sneezing non-stop. And I lost my make-up kit. YES, I know, i'm bothered just because of make-up? YES I AM. In fact, I'm so bothered I want to rip the whole pc (not to mention the whole world) apart. I lost 1500 bucks worth of make-up, now tell me, do I not have the right to be royally pissed off? I know it's my fault for being such a messy kid. BUT.. BUT! I don't think I schould loose it! Especially the 600 buck face powder I bought last monday, It wasnt even used for a week! Three days, and it's gone. My heart is breaking. Now, I'm also freakin worried how my mom would react once I tell her this sour piece of news. She be all; "What?! I bought your mascara and your eyeshadow, they're worth a fortune!". I just wish I retrieve it tomorrow. Please, let there be a kind soul to return it or surrender it to the lost in found, or to me. If it matters. :[

2009-12-01T21:04:00.005+08:00

Hi ladies and gentlemen.

I haven't done out outline! Why? I just don't want to. I just DON'T want to. Okay? Arrrrgghhh~ Aside from that, I really feel bad about my high school friend's supposed outing together. I was looking forward to the whole thing all month, and the last minute we don't get to do it? :[ I honestly feel that it is okay not to go, but the whole night (sunday night), I kept on texting them to text me if they would be coming. But nooo~ They did not text me. NOT ONE TEXT. So, I could't figure out wether I should get ready the next morning. I woke up extra early to check my phone for messages, but NO. Nothing, nadaaa, zilch.. And that made me feel 100 thousand times worse. :( I only asked for a simple text, 3 words at the least, 'i'm not going'. I hated that I was being extra naggy just to tell them to text me once, and that it had NO effect.

Alam niyo yung nagmukhang tanga? Ako iyon eh.

And now, I'm only expecting them to say sorry. Infareness to Boogeyrots, she said sorry the morning after. But to the other two. I only was for that one word, "SORRY." Is that so hard to do? I almost feel like you don't care about how I feel. And it makes me feel sad.

On the other hand, I am busy watching Bigeastations. When I am supposed to be doing my reswrite homework. Aish~ School can wait!XD

I just found out, FRH will release a new album. And that has got me freakin excited. I want that album! I so... Want that album. XD Can I sell my sould just to get my hands on those babies????

OH... and I almost forgot, I have this feeling that the reason why Mirotic STILL hasn't been released here in the Philippines is because of the whole SM vs. JaeChunSu, issue. AAAAAIGOO~ Give us a break! I've been waiting for it, for months. And it gets ~~cancelled~~delayed just because of the lawsuit! SM, you only want money. money, money. DURRRTY MONEY!

Hey wait! Before I got to bed, I want to say I miss Micky very much. I miss Micky with Max very much. Because the lawsuit, I don't get to see Yoomin and Yunjae together anymore! Stupid SM. Stupid. Stupiiiiid. Or am I just being unfair? Naah~ STUPID. Junsu baby, you know, you stay silent most of the time, but I'm glad you fought for you rights. I'm so proud.

Lastly, I want to share I quote by our Beauiful Prince... Choikang Changmin.

"I am 100% real. But there is no perfect existence."

Oh but Max, you are perfect. Atleast in my eyes you are. ;) I bet Micky thinks of you as perfect too.

2009-11-28T19:34:00.002+08:00

Hi.

First of all, I have a lot of things to do. A lot of things I NEED to finish before classes come on Tuesday. BUT, I need to bring all these stuck up emotions in me out in the open before my heart explodes and I kill myself. :[

First of all, things between JaeSuChun and SME haven't become any better. It hasn't been resolved. Latest reports say that Avex need JaeSuChun to come to Japan for promos. But on three conditions, JaeSuChun are not allowed to have any contact with HoMin. Second, HoMin will be the only ones to answer questions. Thirdly, Keeping a close watch during the whole event.

HOW EVIL CAN SM GET? HOW MUCH MORE DO THEY WANT THE BOYS TP SUFFER? HOW MUCH MORE CAN THEY BEAR TO LOOK AT SAD EYES JUST PLEADING FOR FREEDOM. WHY IS SM USING YUNHO AND CHANGMIN AS WEAPONS AGAINST JAEJOONG, JUNSU, AND YOOCHUN? WHY? BECAUSE THEY KNOW, JAECHUNSU, CAN'T SAY NO.. OR THEY CAN'T BEAR TO PUT THE OTHER TWO'S CAREER IN JEOPARDY.

FUCK YOU SME. FUCK YOU.

But, after reading something on our forum. Some sense is knocked into me. Not that I forgive SME, but that I am not alone. I have cassiopeians beside me. To fight for the boys, FOREVER. And they boys know were also affected, but if we show them were too affected to even fight for them, they themselves might give up. CASSIOPEIANS, ALONG WITH BIGEAST, give life to TVXQ. And TVXQ give life to Cassiopeians and Bigeast. WE FIGHT TOGETHER.

ALWAYS KEEP THE FAITH.

I sorta feel, that the 5 guys can't and won't be able to contain their emotions once on stage. I just hope SM doesnt grow another horn and just let the boys be human.

2009-11-02T09:58:00.000+08:00



		I will marry Park Yoochun.
		After a wild honeymoon, We will settle down in New York, USA in our fabulous Apartment.
		We will have 3 kid(s) together.
		Our family will zoom around in a Black Ford Everest .
		I will spend my days as a Vice President, and live happily ever after.

2009-10-27T17:55:00.004+08:00

GREAT. I'M STILL A LAZY-ASS. :[

I haven't done my programming homework yet. And it's due tomorrow. I haven't done my English assignment again. And it's due tomorrow. Call me lazy. Fine.

BUT! BUT!

My morning.. Well my day has been awesome. ~~Disregard the fact that I'm sick.~~ I saw him early in the morning. HAHA. He was like. "you're sick! why are you in school?" (ps. it's something like he was worried. -- interpreted by everyone else. XD) Yeah. Right. Pssssh. Whatever! HAHA! Yessss. Big Deaaaaaaaaaaaaaaal! *twirls*

I joined an organization again. Something like what I had in High School. About peer counselors and everything. I wonder how in the world I give good advices when I can't even help myself. HEH. I was nominated PRO and secretary, good thing I did NOT win. Seriously. I don't want to be an officer, that would add to the burden of having to study. :[ Bad news is.. "Members are NOT allowed to have ANY romantic relationship with ANY OTHER MEMBER." Ouch. Why? Just because. Lucky ~~brat~~Celine. He was so cute being so sleepy and chirping like a bird. XD Oops. I couldn't help but stare. I know, it's not healthy but what can I do?!

I HOPE HE ~~DOESN'T~~ GET ACCEPTED.
Pssssh. What the heck am I saying? I'm so selfish. And as if we'd ever have a lovelife. Psssh. Dream on Allyson Mae. Dream on. :)

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH! Why is it so hard to juggle my studies, love and my social life?! Each one is important and yet I could'nt choose. Parents say STUDY. Friends say follow your heart. Psssh. I say FALL IN LOVE. But it seems like I am NOT allowed to. More like I want to but I can't and at the same time I don't want to. Stupid hormones. This is so NOT helpful by the way.

Sayonara!
I will go and stress over my untouched homeworks. :[

Micky Yoochun, I miss you sooooo much.
I hope to find time for you and Minnie. *sigh*

2009-10-25T18:29:00.001+08:00

1. Besides the lips, where is your favorite spot to get kissed?
Cheeks.

2. How do you feel when you wake up in the morning?
Depends on what morning.

3. Who was the last person you took a photo with?
My family. Kanina. :)

4. Would you ever donate blood?
Yes. I wanted to. Pero underage pa daw.

6. Have you ever lost a bestfriends of the opposite sex?
No.

7. Do you want someone dead?
Hmmmm.. Nope. Yes? YES. :)

8. What does the last message say?
Which one?

9. What are you thinking right now?
How the hell I'm supposed to answer my English home work. :P

10. Do you wish someone with you right now?
Yes. My friends. *cough* mam *cough*

11. What time did you got to bed last night?
11? 12? Don't know. Can't remember. :)

12. Where did you buy the t-shirt you're wearing right now?
Hmm? Don't know. My lola, gifted it to me several christmasses ago. XD

13. Is someone on your mind?
Yes. Guess who.

14. Who was the last person to text you?
Vanessa.

15. 10 people to do this quiz.
Vanessa 1 8
Moira 2 9
Mitch 3 10
Ate Joselle 4
Micah 5
Zygnet 6
Jill 7

16. Who is 2 having a relationship with?
Huh? Wala. :) mabait yun.

17. Is 3 male or female?
Female.

18 If 7 and 10 get together, would it be a good thing?
No.

19. What is 1 studying about?
Computer Network Engineering. :)

20. Is 4 single?
Yes?

21. When did you last talk with 5?
A LOOOONG time ago.

22. Say something about 2.
Smart. Smart. and more Smarter. XD (note: the wrong english in this line is INTENDED. You need not point it out.)

23. What do you think if 3 and 6 were together?
Eh?!

24. Describe 9.
Same person! HAHA!

25. What will you do if 6-7 fight?
oooh. hope not.

26. Do you like 8?
Yes ofcourse!

2009-10-25T18:00:00.004+08:00

I'm so going to f*****g rant about how insanely busy I was since the last time I posted on this thing. *sigh* It's not the same as before, during highschool I could still sneak in a few minutes of my time on the net to post something here on my blog.. If I still have any right to even call it one. :[ Anyhoo.. Like I said, I've been insanely busy I can't put it into words. I'm on my second term for college now. YAAAY. (not) I have Algebra as a subject now. YUCK. I still pretty much suck at math, that has never been a secret. I have INPROLA now.. WTH? I still don't know how I managed to pass PROGCON.. And I'm certainly uncertain if I'd pass this.. :[ It's murder.. Murder.. Murder.. Guess what, I haven't done my English assignment yet. Why? Because I'm f****** lazy to do it, AND I'M SICK. With Asthma, God knows how long I've been carrying this pest in my body. It's too in love with me to leave me alone. HEH.

To add further to my mistery.. I have the biggest crush on this boy. (note: not the one I told you about months ago. Someone new.) And he's freaking handsome like nobody's bussiness. XD And I'm also freakin afraid of what I feel. HAHA. It's a secret for now. I would'nt want the whole entire universe knowing my secret. XD

BYE!

2009-09-18T17:48:00.003+08:00

Hi.. I'm on break right now. After almost 4 months of gruesome lessons and tests. Our first semester is finally done! We'll be starting the second semester on Tuesday.. aigooo~ My mom nagged me to get a haircut, and so I did.. yesterday. ;) I absolutely love it. I have bangs.. XD Too bad I don't have any camera to whore on. But I do love it. I want an extension on our term break. One week is ain't enough. Considering how many videos I need to watch and U-knows HTTG is airing already, I'm barely finished watching the first episode. :[ My internet is suckish.. And oooh.. But I'm quite happy I read soo much YOOMIN fics over the break. Most of them are smut.. But hey! What do you guys expect? Micky somehow tainted Changmin's innocence.. Or is it the other way around?

I doubt that anyone is reading this blog. HA! I just need an outlet..

OOOH! And I'm totally spazzing over the Fahrenheit picture together with DBSK. I mean.. 9 gorgeous men, side by side. HAHA! I died. O_o And it bothered me that I thought Calvin was TALL. But beside Changminnie.. He shrunk! Not to mention My Yoochunnie, he looked so small beside Jiro.. BUT! BUT! He's so not small. And he's so noot pretty.. HE'S PLAINLY, FLAT OUT SEXXXXAAAAAY. He's oozing with sex no? Yes.. I am pervert, since CE came around. Fine.. I am.. for one.. supporting same sex relationships. :)) What?! I'm just to open minded.. If I'd be boss, I'd even allow marriages.. Somehow they don't agree with me.

Would'nt you consider Micky and Max as sex gods? Because I do. I mean. They're the only couple I know, next to yunjae that actually have fan fictions 80 percent pron.. not that I'm complaining. ;)

Don't get me wrong. Yoosu is awesome, but I just feel it's tooooo... platonic. XD

YOOMIN IS ETERNAL..

YUNJAE IS LOVE..

CE IS LIFE.. :)

2009-09-08T22:35:00.002+08:00

BIG PLAY TOMORROW. oh-wait.. is this how you spell tomorrow? or is it tommorow? whatev.. seriously.. me cry? aish~ for the love of having a good grade. yes.. yes.. i'll do it. :[ cry? fake cry. how do you fake cry? waaa. i don't do fake cries.. :)) i'm so real.. whatev. wish me luck. -_- ha! i just wish we'd get a good grade. risking embarassing myself for grades.. pointless things if you ask me though.. (coming from the mouth of a college freshman. XD) what! i can't help it. i'm so against school i'm beginning to hate myself. OH.. hate myself? that won't be necessary. ehe. :P

oh.. seeing micky so sexy, it kills me. XD changmin so handsome it melts me. XD jaejoong so beautiful it scares me. XD junsu so cute it excites me. XD yunho so manly i end up staring. WHY OH WHY???

PS. I am not.. and I repeat I am not forgetting Calvin. so bitches.. BACK OFF!:)

GOOD NIGHT!

2009-08-08T20:51:00.004+08:00

I'm seriously pissed at Vanessa's Mr. Epal. Seriously.. I want to skin him alive, and if possible castrate him. Then he'd be removed of that one thing he calls his manhood. Fuck him. Sorry for the words, but you wouldnt like it when a guy plays with your BEST FRIEND. He's seriously in deep trouble, he chose to go against the best friend. And if he dares tell me he's already Vanessa's bestfriend, I'll personally see to it that he goes straight to Pluto... If you know what I mean. :[ I want to kill him. Stab him so bad he wont be recognizable. *STAB* *STAB* *STAB*

I dont want to name names.. But if he pushes me, a wee bit more... I'd post his name in big, bold and RED colors.. That not even a mouse could miss it. :[

BEWARE! :[

"Your Appearance Doesnt Make You Better Than Me."

"You Chose To Fight With The Wrong Woman, You Chose To Go Against A BESTFRIEND."

FUCK YOU. ://

2009-08-01T21:14:00.003+08:00

HELLO. :)

I will be putting on a full account of what happened on my birthday last wednesday, July 29. As what I have said in my previous blog, I freakin wasnt excited about my birthday. HEH~ I dont know, I just dont feel like being happy all of a sudden. Anyways, THAT CHANGED. :))

I went to school as per normal day. I arrived a bit early, but yes I hanged with vanessa and talked a bit. I went up to our classroom and opened my laptop, so I could atleast fangirl before classes start. >:) But there was no internet.... sheeeesh~ I ended up playing The House of The Dead with Carlo. :)) HAHAHA! I freakin suck at using the arrows keys with that game. -_-

(A/N: HAHA. I seem to use the word "freakin" often, dont I?XD)

Okay back to the story..

CLASSES WENT BY SO LONG.. o_o I have no idea why, but it seemed long.. Celine wasnt around the first period, I was wondering why. Then she came in, late.. On the second period, I found out she went out with her boyfriend. I was preparing for a major pretend bitching session.. =)) Ofcourse it would only be a joke. But I never had a chance to bitch over the whole "you're-late-because-you-went-on-a-date-on-my-birthday" thing.

As soon as the last class was done, Celine made a mad dash out. I thought she was avoiding the bitching coming her way... Soon, all my classmates were out the door. NO HAPPY BIRTHDAY GREETINGS AT ALL. o_o Oooookaaaayyyy.... Ella and I with Macky(the person I share the same birthdate with) went down to the caferteria to hang while waiting for my dad.

I entered the cafeteria with my classmates hovering over something on the table, then there.. I saw it! I cake! From my classmates... Akkkk~ So touching I wanted to cry, but I managed to hold back the tears. They bought a cake for me and Macky. Aiyoooo~ I feel so special that moment, and I really felt the extremely strong bond my classmates share. We ate the cake with only 10 forks, I think. XD Smeared icing on each other's faces. It was hell of alot of fun. I laughed my guts out. We didnt even get to finish eating the cake because it was tooo plenty. XD

Took inconsiderable amounts of pictures which in my opinion was decent. XD

My dad picked me up from school, and we waited for my mom to finish work and we ate at Yellow Cab. I was stuffed to the brim after eating cake and eating pizza.. O_O But it was my birthday, surely I could get away with being a complete glutton. HEHE~ Sorry. XD

Thank You SSE91! Especially Celine!♥

__________________________________

Next would be the after class escapade I did with my classmates, we went to different malls.. WALKED A WHOLE DAMN LOT. But it was all worth it, I enjoyed every single minute of taking pictures and laughing our dinner out. Me and Macky treated them to KFC, 3 buckets of chicken, which was about 1800 pesos. It ripped my pocket. But it's okay I love my dudes. :) I fed 18 OR 17 people.. I couldnt remember. XD

We were thinking of going to a karaoke, redbox in particular but it was too expensive. AIGOO~ Stupid... To kill time and boredom, we decided to walk and talk, and take pictures. XD MORE AND MORE AND MORE PICTURES. :)) Talk about vain......

Here are some picture from our mall hopping adventure.. ON FOOT. :))

2009-07-28T20:08:00.003+08:00

It's my birthday tomorrow.. woop-di-doo..

Note: I'm being sarcastic.

I'm not happy. I dont know why. I dont feel like it's so special. *SIGH* Somehow, I'm looking forward to it.. But I feel that I could let it pass with out caring too much. I'm being so emotional on this.. But yeah.. What can I do? I feel so ridiculous. Maybe things would be better tomorrow, or maybe not.. HEH. :)) Whatever.. I don't freakin' care.. I just want to read Yoomin fics and listen to DBSK and S.H.E forever..

Happy Birthday to me! I'm turning 16. o_o

2009-07-17T19:41:00.003+08:00

DONT DARE JUDGE MICKY PARK YOOCHUN. :[

That incident is so ancient, it doesnt deserve to be ressurected.

If you don't have anything nice to say. Go and F*ck yourself. Stupid youtube user.. When has Micky ever disrespectful or least behaved?! Is it because of taking a camera that was pointed directly at his face, merely a hairsbreath away. WTF! Try being mobbed my heaps of girls you barely have room to breath, and just by accident you're having a pretty bad day. Please, cut Micky some slack. He doesnt deserve to be judged so negatively.

Grow up.

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5;6%^%^%^$%&^&%&&^^%&%^&! -_-"

MICKY! HWAITING:)

2009-07-11T22:53:00.002+08:00

What can I tell you guys.. Well, for starters.. School has been dreadful for me, for the past weeks. Errr.. Two projects in two weeks. That's something.. -_-

But aside from a very stressful academic life, My social life is also happy.. I am happy! I have a lot of new friends.. And somehow, I found a real close friend.. That I stick with at school.. HAHA! You can never separate us! Her name is Celine, I sorta know what's going on in her life.. She also knows my story. XD haha!

And also, haha.. I've been meaning to let my feelings out. HA! How do you say I'm "kinikilig" in English. AH! bobo~ Anyways, I was absolutely.. ECSTATIC last July 7.. Wanna know why? SECRET! HAHA!:))

Me and my bestfriend.. Had TONNES of fun. Right? Aiiiigoooo~

And that Vanessa is living a stressfull Love Life right now.. *sigh* Me too.. so stressfull. Men are really unimportant. Men are.. How do I put it, LAME~ LAME~ LAME~ LAME~

With DBSK, and FRH being major exceptions. :)) They're perfect.. I swoon when I see them.. Any girl, in their right mind would also agree with me..

...

Burning Question: Boyfriend vs. NO Boyfriend?

My answer would be both. =)) I'd rather have a boyfriend, 4 years from now, when I get to Korea. =) Or Taiwan.. OR.. Japan!XD

2009-07-10T21:31:00.001+08:00

college time.

college friends.

haha. :))

mga feeling cover ng album.. XD

2009-06-25T21:36:00.002+08:00

I'M INCREDIBLY DOG-TIRED. :(

I still need to finish my homework in PROGCON. And ohboy, It's freakin hard. 5 Algorithms? 5 Pseudocodes? Is he really trying to kill us? This calls for an all night Homework making spree. HA! Welcome EYE BAGS tomorrow. :( Can anyone help me? I'm so desperate to pass PROGCON. Atleast have 3 as a grade. :( or 3.5! Dammit!

2009-06-20T19:37:00.001+08:00

IT CONCEPTS. : MUST STUDY. BUT I'M TOO LAZY. HAH. TOMORROW. PROMISE. :))

2009-06-18T19:36:00.002+08:00

Guess what day it is today? :) Yes, it's my favorite person's birthday today. Ella! Ella! Happy, Happy, Happy birthday! I super duper duper love You. I may be, bitter about your drama, but I do support you nonetheless.. Never doubt me. :) Hahaha. Words arent powerful enough to express how much you mean to me and how much you have changed me. :) I dont know how to thank you.. I just love you the way best way I know. Ella, be always careful.. You make so many people happy, remember to make yourself happy too. I hope that you are truly happy now. Selina and Hebe treat you well, and I love them both as well. Chun is always around you.. I mean.. Really.. HE IS!:) Ella, no matter what happens, never sacrifice you happiness for anyone. If anyone deserves happiness and love, it would most definitely be YOU.. Ella, again, I LOVE YOU. HAPPY 28TH BIRTHDAY!:)

I'm pretty tired from school. Been happy early in the morning. LAUGHED MY GUTS OUT WITH MY FRIENDS. Dined with Celine at Paseo de Magallanes, Pancake House.. (It wasnt cheap. huhuh. my money..) But I got to know her more. I soooo love Celine. Do you love me too? HAHA. :) I sound so gay.. Anyways, I lost great amounts of brain cells stressing over something I found out in the afternoon.. I'm so bothered. So much for being happy in the morning. =)) I'm stressing over something, a certain someone told me. SHEEESH.. I need to know? I dont.. It's only been 5 days.. Heh. Time isnt enough.. I'm sure, "it's" deficit. I'll give "it" time. :))

Celine and I found a really cute Book Title. :) And I'd love to share it with you. :)

"My Shoes Keep On Walking Back To You."

2009-06-17T20:02:00.001+08:00

HAHAHA. Yeah. Super Happy!:) I am incredibly HIGH. =)) No, I didnt do drugs..

Yes, I am still tired. And I still need to study for our quizzes tomorrow, and yes, I am procrastinating. BUT I'M HAPPY! I cant, NOT, write about it. :]

I thought it would be just a simple, yes, we're walking together. Well, we didnt exactly walk together.. Some one has rockets in their soles.. If you know what I mean. Although.. yeah.. HAHA! HAHAHAHA! I'm so happy! XD

2009-06-16T20:05:00.003+08:00

SHIT.

I felt great yesterday.. Well, I do also feel good today.. Not until a certain someone in this house. (Which by the way isnt family.) PISSED THE HELL OUT OF ME. >:[ She's been on and on bragging about wrinkly clothes, courtesy of, yours truly.. HEHE. But why nag? And nag? And I thought my mom specifically told her to not scold me.. If she wants me to get scolded, tell it to my mom.. NOT FROM HER.

I've been through a very hard, long, tiring, stressful day at school.. From 8 am to 5pm and on the road for one and a half hour! She just burst and scolded me.. I pretty much think I wanted to speak up.. But I couldnt.. I shouldnt.. *SIGH* If she's tired.. I'M ALSO TIRED. She should've brought this up tomorrow.. Atleast I'd be rested and ready.. BUT WHY NOW? WHY?

Aside from that, I had to turn down an offer from.. EHEM to go home with me. SIGH. Such an opportunity....... SIGH. Tomorrow! I promise:) Dont get mad at me. XD

2009-06-15T18:43:00.004+08:00

Hi. :) Once again.. I'm freakin' tired. But weird enough, I'm quite happy. ;) I had fun at school.. Maybe because we only had three subjects and they were fun. I honestly enjoyed World Literature the most. Who knew I'd be active in discussions on the first day of lessons. AMEN. :) I did well.. I think. ;] I also, found fun in our GRAMCOM subject, firstly.. Because writing about how something changed me was easy. =)) HAHA! I had to much to put it, I didnt have enought space. XD

We had a very fun day of school, I had new friends.. Well.. We knew eachother ofcourse, but this day we just bonded. :) We're quite close now, haha. Atleast I wont walk to the MRT alone anymore. :) Sarah, Kitaro (Arthur), Kenneth, Henry, Keenan? (Tama ba?) Thank You. :) I'm stupid when commuting, I need heavy guidance. =)) HAHA!

Guy friends! Finally... I wanted to have a male friend, so I wont walk alone to and from the MRT. :))

I am also in a very good mood, please dont spoil it. You know who you are, just hearing your name makes me nauseaus! bleh. >:P

GOOD MOOD. GOOD MOOD. SECRET CRUSH. =) GOOD MOOD. GOOD MOOD. YOU ARE MY SECRET CRUSH. =)

2009-06-12T15:29:00.003+08:00

GUYYYYYYYYYYYYYSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS. I just saw this picture. I died. =)) HAHA! I just died. It's rare seeing Max dressed like this.. And I just died. =))

What did I tell you? Huh?=)) haha! Okay.. Go ahead.. die!:))

And that I've been splurging on Micky dorky moments.. He's dorky. VERY DORKY. Like Jaejoong, but Jaejoong is definitely DORKIER.. -.-' He maybe the king of DBSK dorks! XD Here is one of Micky's dorky moments.

Credits: cassiopeia forum. ;]

2009-06-11T20:42:00.003+08:00

First of all. I'm so pissed my internet time was cut by 5 hours. I dont know why but the internet connection suddenly decided to disappear.. Right in the middle of watching "Vacation" By DSBK. :( SHEMS. I keep on turning on and off the computer like a complete retard... -.-' Finally it decided to show up again around 5 pm.

But that's over. I'm happy now. I'm totally gobsmacked.. at how amazingly DBSK performed Tonight. Such hair raising notes.. HAHA! I had to pause the video to absorb every note. =)) Call me addicted or what?=))

Here is the video. The song starts at about; 4:04 :)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aIcLeJzwOBE

oooh... and this super smexy pictures. :)

You people have no idea, how I lost INCONSIDERABLE amounts of blood looking at this picture, where you can see Micky's fabulous abs AND the sexiest Adam's Apple on Earth! He doesnt have the the 6 pack some people want to boast about. *cough*JaeJoong*cough* but his abs are nicely toned though. RIGHT?:P~ I totally lost my sane self.. o_o Micky! Saranghae!:) Take a look yourself.

SEEE? What did I tell you?!!? XD

2009-06-10T22:37:00.004+08:00

Hello. I spent 3 days of the extra week of vacation given to us VERY LEISURELY.. I mean really leisurely, I did not do anything but SLEEP, EAT and USE THE COMPUTER THE WHOLE DAY. And let me tell you, it's not enough.. There are tons of DBSK/TVQX videos on youtube, that I'm going nuts. I really, really, love those men. And Mirotic is still stuck in my head, Who could forget their smexy dance? Super grogeous faces and the hottest bodies? HOW?? Answer me??=)) They are like a drug I tell you.. LIKE A DRUG. =))

Changmin is HOT. HAHA! Not cute hot, BUT ON FIRE HOT. =)) He has joined the likes of his Hyung Micky in my heart because of his hotness. XD XD XD You just have to love him? RIGHT? RIGHT? RIGHT? Am I right? YES, I'm right??=)) Wow, I'm good at nagging.. Arent I??

And Micky is freakin sexy, freakin sexy.. Even when he's asleep! That gorgezz face, MY GOD. You might even want to worship that face. :)) HAHA! And I have noticed how INHUMANELY SEXY Micky's Adam's Apple is! When he swallows.. Gosh. I just want to jump him.. (ooops. rated. xD)

Anyways, I feel like I'm betraying Calvin's love. I am.. Arent I??XD But I saw a picture of him today and oh-boy was he handsome. At times like that, i'm glad I married him. HAHA!:p But it does change after watching Max. :))

And that next to CE, my favorite couple is now Yunjae.. And... YOOMIN. Sorry Yoosu fans, I just dont feel like liking Yoosu. :) But I do love Junsu to the tiniest possible bit. :)

2009-06-07T19:40:00.004+08:00

hooooootest men ever. XD along with the likes of "our" boys, namely CALVIN, Chun, Arron and Jiro. :)

FREAKIN I cant write anything but how hot baby Max, Micky, Hero, U-know, and Xiah is, in Mirotic. :)) My god. I keep on watching it, and burst into fits of Fangirl Giggles. Not to mention the countless Yunjae moments available in Youtube. I'm totally stuffed with the Jitterbug. :) How does one live with this? Maybe Yunjae can feed my hunger for CE, BUT... I'm not comparing them. I love them both! HAHA! :)) OH! And who could ignore Micky's wacky antics that never fail to make me laugh out loud. XD BRAG.. BRAG.. BRAG.. =))

YUN JAE FANS. :) here are some yummy tidbits. XD

2009-06-03T16:54:00.003+08:00

crap. i had a long blog post. stupid Blogger, it didnt save. i'd tell you my story some other time. i'm too tired. i'll sleep my butt off.. XD

2009-06-02T11:59:00.005+08:00

CRAP. Freshman Orientation tomorrow, I've been bragging about this for quite some time now. Because the day after tomorrow, school will start... OFFICIALLY. Like, forever.. This is actually the last day of my summer vacation for life! HAHA! Granted that, we have one month off next year, that's one month! Compared to 2 months during highschool and gradeschool.. Yeah. I miss being a baby. In four years, I'd be working. But I promise to become rich and take a well deserved vacation in Taiwan with my bestfriend Vanessa. ;] And hunt down, S.H.E and Fahrenheit in the process.. =)) If God allows us, we could devise a plan and kidnap them for life. :)) Oooooh.. that sounds like a good idea. I wonder how Vanessa thinks about it? Imagine, Arron and Calvin within my fingers' reach.. HAHA! I'm so horrible. But hey! A girl can dream right?

Okay, I have a newly found addiction. I've liked DBSK since March, but not "that" much. But now, I super duper love them. Why? Dont ask why.. I just do. They are oozing with RAW TALENT. I have severe shock when I see them perform. O_O Amazing la~ Just feels so surreal. And I have been watching DBSK's Banjun Theater Drama lately, and I'm addicted. These men ah~ Can be really funny too. There's one mini drama that caught me off guard, the Dangerous Love.. I have found myself inlove with the YunJae/JaeHo coupling. HA! Not to mention that Hero is mighty fine! ZAMMIT!(I got this term from Vanessa) They are the hottes male species.. Next to Calvin, Arron, Chun and Jiro though..

OHH! And am I the only one to notice that JaeJoong is the hottest, clumsy dork ever!:))

And that Junsu and Maxie are too damn cute when clueless about everything. XD HAHA!

Micky, is hot even when punched and bleeding. MWAHAHAHAHAH!!!

2009-06-01T07:53:00.010+08:00

I saw this from Vanessa's blog. I'm a copy cat! bleh! :P

June 1st, Happy Happy Happy Birthday to my Dad today. ;) He's off to celebrate with his friends but he treated us last Saturday to Wendy's =)) We opted for the classic instead of splurging too much. Anyways, The Shrimp Burger was to-die-for.

June 3rd, College Freshman Orientation from 8am to 4pm. :)

June 4th, Micky's Birthday Bash!:)) HAHA! Micky, you're still very very FINE. Damn.. HAHA! When I found out you smoked, and drank. I was surprised, super Turn Off but I still "like" you. Stop smoking, and drink moderately. I'll spank you next time I find out you smoke. I have spies you know =))

Also that, It's out first day of classes. SHEESH. I'm not excited. I just wanted to state a fact. :))

June 18th, Ella's birthday! Yahooo! Were working on her birthday gift. But I'd doubt it would get to her by June 18, but it's the thought that counts. Ella, you'll soon be 28! Dont spend your birthday with J ok??=)) Spend it in China, with your Lao Po's and "good friend". :)) *cough*Chunnie*cough*

June 19th, Arlbert!:)) Happy Birthday! >:) hahahahah. >:) And also happy birthday to The Philippines National Hero, Jose Rizal. :D

June 20th, S.H.E's concert in Macau. One night only. I sure want to go, but I dont have money, I dont have time.. I'm starting school. =))

June 21st, Bernadette Agustin's Birthday! Happy birthday! I sure do miss you BADET!:) Katchie, also. Happy birthday. stop being emo. It's getting old. YUN LANG :]

Anything else, I'll update you guys =)

CALVIN CHEN, I L♥VE YOU MORE. ;)

2009-05-31T13:11:00.001+08:00

HAH! Start of school tomorrow for most of the kids here. :))

I start college on Thursday. SUCKER! XD I'm so not looking forward to it. But what the heck?! It's not like I'd die or anything. =)) haha!!XD

2009-05-25T18:57:00.004+08:00

1. Besides lips, where is your favorite spot to get kiss?

--> cheeks. :]

2. How do you feel when you wake up in the morning?

--> SHITTY. =))

3. Who was the last person you took photo with?

--> Vanessa :)

taken hours ago. we were together SHOPPING our butts off =))

4. Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?

--> NOPE. :)

5. Would you ever donate blood?

--> Yes. If I become healthier XD

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was the opposite sex?

--> YES. I have one now.. If you dont put too much malice. HAHA!

7. Do you want someone dead?

--> huh? ofcourse not.

8. What does the last message say?

-->eh?

9. What are you thinking right now?

--> the video i'm loading:))

10. Do you wish someone with you right now?

--> YES! :))

11. What time you went to bed last night?

--> around 12 midnight. :]

12. Where did you buy the t-shirt you're wearing now?

--> a present from my mom. :)

13. Is someone in your mind?

-->YES. alot of people are in my mind :)

14. Who was the last person texted you?

--> MY MOM!=))

15. 10 people tagged to do this quiz.

--> no one. just me :))

16. Who is 2 having relationship with?

--> no?

17. Is 3 male or female?

--> Female. :)

18. If 7 & 10 get together, would it be a good thing?

--> no?

19. What is 1 studying about?

--> huh?

20. When was the last time you had a chat with 5?

--> eh?

21. Is 4 single?

--> yes?

22. Say something about 2.

--> huh?

23. What do you think about 3 & 6 being together?

--> oh..

24. Describe 9.

-->ha..

25. What will you do if 6 and 7 fight?

--> ...

26. Do you like 8?

--> yes?

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