Hell..
I'm so disappointed right now..Wanna know why? :P
I lost my 500 pesos. YEAH! i lost it.. someone must've seen it. picked it up. Saw MY money inside, and decided he, could have it. Maybe he believes in the saying; "FINDERS KEEPERS, LOSERS WEEPERS" hmph! I cried, I mean I don't have a lot of money, and that certainly drilled a
BIIIG HOLE
in my wallet, oh wait! I forgot! I lost it too.. Poor me. I'm broke again! :( I'm not mad at the person now, I have already forgiven him/her or whatever she is. It's up to his/her conscience now, if he/she has one. :) One thing that upsets me, I love that wallet. It's not expensive or anything, but I had it since I was a Sophomore! 3 years already! :( And it's gone? Just like that? grrrr.. It holds great amounts of what we call, SENTIMENTAL VALUE. Hell! That wallet has been with me through rough times, the times when I was "rich", and times when I was "penny less". But never, I repeat, NEVER have I lost my money! I may lose 20 pesos, from time to time. But NEVER 500! :(( I don't know why it's so hard to return the wallet to me. Aren't there any kind-hearted people left on Earth? There might be a handful, and I'm certain my friends, and family are one of those chosen few.. :']
I want to thank my Lao Gong for giving advice to me not to bring a large sum of money again, she's a strict and systematized person, Idol ko to eh! I want to thank Lao Po, Ransselle, and Leigh An for helping me search for my wallet, even if it was NO WHERE TO BE FOUND. :) I love you guys soo much! Thank you for my Fiance that comforted me and made me laugh even if I was staring into space. haha^^ Thank you, Ma'am Aguilar! For lending me money for me to go home.. THANK YOU. THANK YOU. You have a very kind heart!:]
And you, who ever you are, if you did not take my money, I wont learn how to treasure my Friends. I wont learn how to appreciate their help. From the bottom-est part of my heart, THANK YOU! :) If it were not for this unfortunate incident I wont truly know the meaning of friendship, I wont really know who my REAL friends are. I wont know how to appreciate small things. Maybe this is karma for things i have done wrong. :] I accept it whole heartily.. If God wanted this, then he wanted this.. I never knew before that, a simple pat on the back can mean the world to you. Now I know the feeling, the feeling that you KNOW you're cared for, by REAL friends.
From now on, I will TREASURE MY REAL FRIENDS and every small things they do for me. From their smiles, their laughs, their jokes, sharing their lunch with me. From our silly wrestling fights, our C-O-R-N-Y jokes, our ghost story sharing, LOVE STORY sharing. I appreciate them trusting me with their deep secrets. These are FRIENDS. :]
True friends can also be found not only in school, or at home. You can find them in the Internet too! Yes, the Internet. I'm not comfortable calling them Net Pals, Internet Buddies or whatever you may call them. I pertain to them as My sisters.. We may not be related by blood, but we have already built a strong friendship even for a short period of time. I have learned a lot of things from them, especially My Ate Elle, and Ate Alyssa, my Jie Jie-s, they are older than me, thus they are more mature. Knowing more things than I do.. :) Then there's Mitch and Pam, my Mei Mei-s. They have taught me well too. Before, I was in a hurry to grow up. But after meeting them, i realized that it's fun being a kid and that I miss my childhood days more that I thought I will.. Staying true to your inner child. I always remind them to enjoy their life right now for they'll surely miss it someday.. I feel like I'm really and older sister. I never had siblings, it feels good. :] I LOVE YOU! :]
So, if I were you guys, I will learn to treasure my friends. True friends are hard to find these days, and I'm blessed to have found them. They might not be perfect, they might have flaws, but i love every single but of those flaws. Because that's what makes them real people with real feelings.. TRUE FRIENDS come in all shapes and sizes. Color and Textures! :]] So if you find one, consider yourself lucky. Consider this; QUALITY OVER QUANTITY. A simple saying FULL of meaning, right? I dont need to say more.. ;]
This a very LONG Blog post. The longest I have done, but for me, the most meaningful. Hope I did not bore you! Did I inspire anyone? I can be serious too you know! Afterall, I am only human..
