Sunday, May 31, 2009
HAH! Start of school tomorrow for most of the kids here. :))
I start college on Thursday. SUCKER! XD I'm so not looking forward to it. But what the heck?! It's not like I'd die or anything. =)) haha!!XD
Yoochun, I love you. ♥ -Allyson Mae {5/31/2009 01:11:00 PM}
Monday, May 25, 2009
1. Besides lips, where is your favorite spot to get kiss?
--> cheeks. :]
2. How do you feel when you wake up in the morning?
--> SHITTY. =))
3. Who was the last person you took photo with?
--> Vanessa :)
taken hours ago. we were together SHOPPING our butts off =))
4. Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
--> NOPE. :)
5. Would you ever donate blood?
--> Yes. If I become healthier XD
6. Have you ever had a best friend who was the opposite sex?
--> YES. I have one now.. If you dont put too much malice. HAHA!
7. Do you want someone dead?
--> huh? ofcourse not.
8. What does the last message say?
-->eh?
9. What are you thinking right now?
--> the video i'm loading:))
10. Do you wish someone with you right now?
--> YES! :))
11. What time you went to bed last night?
--> around 12 midnight. :]
12. Where did you buy the t-shirt you're wearing now?
--> a present from my mom. :)
13. Is someone in your mind?
-->YES. alot of people are in my mind :)
14. Who was the last person texted you?
--> MY MOM!=))
15. 10 people tagged to do this quiz.
--> no one. just me :))
16. Who is 2 having relationship with?
--> no?
17. Is 3 male or female?
--> Female. :)
18. If 7 & 10 get together, would it be a good thing?
--> no?
19. What is 1 studying about?
--> huh?
20. When was the last time you had a chat with 5?
--> eh?
21. Is 4 single?
--> yes?
22. Say something about 2.
--> huh?
23. What do you think about 3 & 6 being together?
--> oh..
24. Describe 9.
-->ha..
25. What will you do if 6 and 7 fight?
--> ...
26. Do you like 8?
--> yes?
Yoochun, I love you. ♥ -Allyson Mae {5/25/2009 06:57:00 PM}
Sunday, May 24, 2009
lalala~
went to visit my nephew again. :))
he's getting bigger.. he's becoming more like his father. HANDSOME:))
anways.. here are some pictures. :]
WARNING: TOTAL CUTIE ALERT!
Yoochun, I love you. ♥ -Allyson Mae {5/24/2009 05:14:00 PM}
Saturday, May 23, 2009
YO. YO. YO. :) I'm happy today! Why? Had a date.. WITH MY MOM. I missed it so much.. She's been so busy with work we rarely bond.. BUT I ENJOYED MYSELF. We shopped. till we dropped.. LITERALLY!=)) Well yeah.. My mom and I bickered.. and bickered.. but we laughed it all in the end. I'm so tired. I just need to update my the forums.. Then i'd log off and sleep my butt off. I'm drained. I'll be back later.. maybe.=))
HAHA! And I bought my first set of make-up. O_O Okaaay.. I dont know how to use these things.. But it's something that tags along when you go to college. My mom said soo.... DONT BLAME ME!:)) And besides it's about time I act like a lady.. I doubt I even acted like a girl before. XD
Yoochun, I love you. ♥ -Allyson Mae {5/23/2009 04:06:00 PM}
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
Have you heard the song playing here? Incase some of you dont know.. Although I doubt that. ;]
It's An Jing Le (Silenced) by the best Girl Group EVERRRR!:)
Drumroll please... S.H.E!:)) It's one of my most loved songs.. It's about break up.. But I actually never felt that way before, but the song has so much feelings.. And the girls voices are just plain angelic. Not to mention Selina and ELLA hitting the high note! Dont get me wrong, I'm kind of used to Hebe hitting the high notes that it isnt much of a new thing. :)
Jay Chou composed the Lyrics, although it sounds abit like An Jing.. Also one of Jay's songs. :]
Ms. Selina Ren penned the lyrics herself.. :)
I'll post the lyrics, both Chinese and Hanyu Pinyin with the English Translations. :)
安靜了
An Jing Le
Silenced
只剩下鋼琴陪我站在這裡
zhi sheng xia gang qin pei wo zhan zai zhe li
There's only the violin left to stand here with me
夢想中 屬於我們的婚禮
meng xiang zhong, shu yu wo men de hun li
The marriage between us that I've always dreamt of
卻成了 單人結婚進行曲
que cheng le, dan ren jie hun jin xing qu
Has become the tune of someone walking down the aisle alone
在這場愛情角力的拔河裡 愛我還是愛你
zhe zhe chang ai qing jiao li de ba he li, ai wo hai shi ai ni
In this tug-of-war of love, to love me or to love you
你選擇了自己
ni xuan zhe le zi ji
You chose yourself
撒嬌的 可愛的 女人的 愛哭的
sa jiao de, ke ai de, nv ren de, ai ku de
Poutingly, Cutely, Girlishly, Loving to cry
照片裡 曾經的都是你喜歡的
zhao pian li, ceng jing de dou shi ni xi huan de
All the photos contains the memories that you like
如今我還在原地 你卻走回你的記憶
ru jin wo hai zai yuan di, ni que zou hui ni de ji
Till today I'm still at the starting point, but you have already walked back into your memories
你說我愛你太多 就快要把你淹沒
ni shuo wo ai ni tai duo, jiu kuai yao ba ni yan mo
You said I loved you too much, so much so that it's drowning you
你害怕幸福短暫一秒就崩落
ni hai pa xing fu duan zhan yi miao jiu peng luo
You're scared that happiness will ebb after only a second
分開是一種解脫 讓你好好的想過
fen kai shi yi zhong jie tuo, rang ni hao hao de xiang guo
Breaking up is a form of relief; it allows you to think through carefully
我想要的那片天空 你是不是能夠給我
wo xiang yao de na pian tian kong, ni shi bu shi neng gou gei wo
Can you give me that life that I want?
你說我給你太多 卻不能給我什麼
ni shuo wo gei ni tai duo, que bu neng gei wo shen me
You said I gave you too much, that you couldn't give me anything
分不清激情承諾永恆或迷惑
fen bu qing ji qing cheng nuo yong heng huo mi huo
Can't tell between fervor, promises, eternity or temptation
愛情是一道傷口
ai qing shi yi dao shang kou
Love is like a wound
我們各自苦痛
wo men ge zi ku tong
Let's endure the pain ourselves
什麼是我最后溫柔
shen me shi wo zui hou wen rou
What is my final act of gentleness
是因為我太愛你
shi yin wei wo tai ai ni
Is it because I love you too much?
translations credit to: trenzterra @ she-angelic.com
I bolded the parts of the song that I simply adore. And struck my heart. *sniffs*
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So much for the song. :) Here's the newest picture of the angel.. Baby Yuwi. :)
Yoochun, I love you. ♥ -Allyson Mae {5/19/2009 10:52:00 AM}
Saturday, May 16, 2009
I'm super MUSIC FED today. been listening to S.H.E since early in the morning. I'm so attached to the song "Locked In Time" too bad it doesnt have a music video. I'd love to share it with you.. *sigh* Here's the link to the song though. :)
then searched Teresa Teng's classic. THE MOON REPRESENTS MY HEART. and my golly, it's so beautiful.. It's not those screechy high songs but it's such a classic I cried whil listening to it. I would love to see her sing live.. Too bad she passed away before I even had a chance. TERESA! I WILL FOREVER BE INSPIRED BY YOU. :)
After something so beautiful, I came across DBSK's "Why did I fall Inlove With You" my jaw dropped at how inhumanely gorgeous Vanessa's wifey is. I'm so jealous! HAHA! But jokes aside, the song really is something.. DBSK put so much feel in to it, you could almost feel like a part of the MV. silly right? But that's what I felt. O_O
Just after that, i missed my ruru so much, and decided to watch Bu Hui Ai, because it's Fahrenheit's song that really caught my attention the other night. It's sad.. and really beautiful. As usual, i blushed my face off while watching Calvin. =)) He's so hot? HOT! HOT! HOT! haha. okay.. okay.. Chun, Jiro, and Arron were hot too.. But not as hot as my ruru. XD
SO YEAH. this are my top tracks of the week. :) STAY TUNED FOR MORE!!! yeah.. as if!
Yoochun, I love you. ♥ -Allyson Mae {5/16/2009 01:32:00 PM}
Thursday, May 14, 2009
I'll rant about my personal turmoil right now. :( I call it personal because I am the only one who seem to be overworked and overly bothered about the Jerry Ella drama.. I dont know why I'm like this either. I'm almost on the brink of exhaustion.. My mind is thinking too much that I'm afraid it will just go BOOM one time. I've been thinking alot lately, more than how much I usually think.. And let me tell you, I'm so stressed out! Especially when I'm thinking about the same thing, over and over and over again.. I cant get rid of the sadness, discomfort, doubt, chaos, rage the Jerry Ella drama brought forth upon my once dreamy and happy world. All just because of it, everything came crashing down before me.. I SOUND SO EMO-ish dont I? But atleast I tell the truth and not trying to pretend I'm all gung-ho about the drama.. Which in every possible and imaginable way I AM NOT. I am not the least bit excited. I am not the least bit enthusiastic like others. But please dont pull the; "Maybe you dont trust CE that much?" sh*t on me. I trust CE with all of my heart. But trust is way more different than BEING SURE. Being Sure about their relationship is one thing, which in all honesty I dont think any one of us are sure of. And TRUST is a different story on it's own, it's about how you trust that they have or can have a relationship we all put our hearts, mind, and soul on the line thinking about how beautiful they look together.
I am happy for Ella.. VERY HAPPY. Just not excited. Can you tell the difference? I bet you cant!:))
I realized that when relaity loomed over me, I learned to understand more.. But it also had the disadvantages that come with it. I have mentioned that we all arent sure about what they are at the moment, what they share and what they think.. Being NOT SURE has a twin, a twin that we all dont want to possess, but in the deepest darkest and gloomiest moment, you meet the dreaded twin... DOUBT.
Yoochun, I love you. ♥ -Allyson Mae {5/14/2009 08:02:00 PM}
Saturday, May 9, 2009
And now, as promised..
Pictures of the cutest thing alive on Earth!
Who took away baby Vanessa crown.. :))
Please Welcome the Newest addition to the Pack!:)
Baby Louis Orion Geronimo Coronado.
I am now a proud aunt! Look at how cute the little boy is!
I'm over joyed, and momentarily forgot the drama issues. :)
I LOVE YOU BABY YUWI!:*
Yoochun, I love you. ♥ -Allyson Mae {5/09/2009 08:24:00 PM}
Friday, May 8, 2009
AAAAHHHHH!!!!!!!:)
I am now a proud aunt! Baby Louise Orion saw the first light of the world, on the afternoon of the 6th of May. I failed to blog about it right away, because I was feeling so down, that I cant force myself to write about my nephew right way. I'm super excited to see him!! SUPER!! I heard he's super handsome, I cant wait to see!! We're heading over to my aunt's tomorrow to visit them from the hospital. :)
I will post pictures once I get my hands on him!!XD
Baby Louise.. YOU ARE LOVED!:)
Yoochun, I love you. ♥ -Allyson Mae {5/08/2009 07:42:00 PM}
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
I can just feel what's left of my little, tiny, puny, minute heart breaking into a thousand tiny little pieces. Why? It's because of the drama (dont ask what drama).. The past few weeks were Hell for me. I admit. Pure Hell.. I find sleeping at night such a challenge, I just have to cry myself to sleep. I'm being such a baby.. But I cant help it! I want to be strong, really, I do.. But the new drama left me so shocked that my spirit virtually left my body. For a second there, I though I was dead. I dread each passing day, and yet I want it to be over as soon as possible. If I could only sleep and only wake up when it's done. I'm being a coward, I know.. But I dont feel guilty. As a supporter, a fan, more than anything I want this drama for Ella. BUT, as a normal person, wishing so badly for something and yet, it did not happen I feel so bad.. I feel weakened. I'm selfish.. Right now, I could be the most selfish person there ever lived. But can you blame me? I envy people who manage to say they're excited about the drama. That they want to watch it. I cant even look at the press conference pictures.. And there, at the deepest darkest corner of my heart.. DOUBT SETS IN... I dont know where it came from, or how it made it's way.. But I know.. I'm starting to DOUBT. And it's not good..
Yoochun, I love you. ♥ -Allyson Mae {5/06/2009 08:41:00 PM}
WELCOME TO MY NEWLY RENOVATED BLOG. :)
I have take my fandom to the next level, maybe because I'm still deeply bothered by the drama. HAHA! FORGIVE ME! I cant help but release it all out.. I'm stressed... And the drama isnt helping one single bit!O_O
Yoochun, I love you. ♥ -Allyson Mae {5/06/2009 01:16:00 PM}
Monday, May 4, 2009
Okay... I am actually, just miffed and insulted. Last night, I saw... Well most of winglin readers saw the careless and senseless stories post up by some S.H.E hater. I agree she had been totally immature, and I find it really insulting for her to call Ella a bitch. I honestly feel that my outburst at winglin was immature and I'm guilty about it. But i'm only human, I felt insulted for Ella's sake. I have taken many negative comments about her quite well.. But I never seem to get over people calling her bitch or a whore. Because she isnt one! So I went on lashing out at the author bla.. bla.. But I never, ever said anything bad towards Charlene.. I like the girl. I mean, I have nothing against her now. Why couldnt everybody just be nice? Support Ella or Charlene silently. You dont have to go and proclaim to the world you hate a certain artist right?
I believe people have their own opinion, but broadcasting your hate in the internet. Is seriously just immature. Especially when it's a super petty reason... I dont know, I was really mad last night. And I went all out at the stupid author. Yes, up to now, I still feel i'm obligated to call her stupid. My action last night wasnt nice, I know that... I'm not a good influence to little readers, younger than me. But as I said, i'm only human.. And what I did, was I believe purely human urge. A reflexe, a reflexe to defend you're loved one. Although, I really dont think I've done justice for Ella. Because I made the war bigger, myself..
Last night, I hated... I hated the girl who wrote those comments. Seriously, I want to skin her alive last night. After a while, after calming down. I realised, "Shit. What have I done?" Then almost immediately went to stop the war brewing, stopping the CE and BeBu fans from making stories for counter attack. People might percieve this as, I'm trying to be a goodshot... No, I'm not, I just realised I was wrong.. and I think I was mature enough to try and stop the dispute.
Anger was my initial reaction, Hate was the second. And it's wrong... I know... Now, I just really pity the girl for being immature and being to blind to see the real beauty the world had to offer. The E-Circle is really messy, It can drive people crazy. I'm a witness, also a victim. But I realized something here;
It's actually our choice if we would let the E-Circle get to Our heads.. let's face it, we could support our favorite celebs in our own way, with out waging war against the other. Only that, only a few people tend to see that. It's sad.. Isnt it?
Yoochun, I love you. ♥ -Allyson Mae {5/04/2009 09:43:00 AM}
