Yoochun is of transcendent excellence. :')

Thursday, April 30, 2009

I will pour my heart out. To tell everyone honestly, I am no where near getting over the fact that Ella's having a new drama and it's not with Chun... :( I guess, I'm just being too selfish. I feel like i'm such a bad person, but I can't help it. IT's NOT JUST OK.. :( I feel the waterworks coming everytime I think about it. I just hope I get to live through this.. It's just freakin' hard. DAMMIT. :(

Tomorrow, will be the official press conference. YAY.... NOT! I cant deal with tomorrow, can i skip a day and end up on may 2nd?? :(

Yoochun, I love you. ♥ -Allyson Mae {4/30/2009 08:44:00 PM}

Saturday, April 25, 2009

Okaaaaaay.. Is it ok if I rant? :(

I'm sooooooooo sad that CE wont be in a drama that I cry everytime I think about it. :(( I know, if I have faith in CE. (Which I have.) I shouldnt feel this way. But am I wrong to feel super sad about this? :(( The moment I found out that Ella will have a new drama, I was inexplicably happy. But after finding out that Jerry was her leading man, my heart broke. Why? I have nothing against Jerry, furthermore I really like him. But you can never take away the worries right? And somehow when I think about the kissing scenes... I feel something bad. :(( WHY OH WHY? Am I being selfish? :(( Is it wrong to cry over such thing. :((

Yoochun, I love you. ♥ -Allyson Mae {4/25/2009 05:12:00 PM}

WARNING. GRAPHIC CONTENT. >:)

ERRRRR. I dont know how to say this but I want to share with ya'll my super bothersome, troublesome, unlucky day yesterday. :( Care to read? If not, then you're free to leave.

My day started off fine, I went and accompanied my bestfriend Vanessa run some errans, went to out to eat at Jolibee.. YAY. Then went home... After getting home I waited for my dad to leave just to use the computer. HAHA! Anyways, my dad asked me to close our gate, off I went to close it. Much to my surprise, I left my foot under the gate and carelessly closed the gate with my foot still under it. I KNOW, SO STUPID. I looked down on my ankle, it felt numb and it was bleeding like crazy. I didnt feel any pain so I didnt panic that much. I hurried and washed the wound with soap and water. I attempted home first aid alone. -.- HAHA! It stopped bleeding, eventually... Okayyyy.. Then I thought I was finally okay. I read somewhere in CEFC that it wont be CE that will be having a drama. WTF?! As if my day couldnt get any worse-ERRRR. o_o Really, I didnt need the news...

After the heart wrenching rush of emotions I felt because of the news. More bad news was about to come my way. My mom got home from Vigan yesterday, right after she got home we went straight to the hospital. ERRRR.. It was something about, an anti-tetano shot. Although I'm not scared of needles. Just as I thought there would be not much to do, the doctor came in and examined my wound and said she needed to stitch it together. MY HEART FELL, RIGHT AT THAT MOMENT. I kept on asking questions like, will there be anesthesia? Will it hurt afterwards? I was scared okayyy. O_O I cried... Like a little girl. I clinged on to my dad. HAHA! Like a little injured girl. xD

They doctor even requested to X-RAY my foot. Just to make sure there were no more particles left in the wound. -.- sheeeeeeesh... Right after my X-RAY, the surgery commenced. Again I was clinging to my dad for support and my mom, just stayed there handing me tissue every now and then because I was crying so bad. :)) Then they cleaned the wound, i want to kick the doctor so badly because it hurt so bad, but I held every bit of self control I had. Then, the doctor warned me he was about to inject anesthesia, I thought it was going to be like other shots I had, but NO! It hurt like hell, and there were numerous shot around my wound, I could still feel the pain of the needle. O_O Right after that, my foot went numb. HEHE. Finally... :D I couldnt feel any pain really, just the parts when the doctor would pull the surgery thread. I felt like laughing because if I wasnt under anesthesia it woulve hurt like hell.

I left the hospital in a wheelchair, my foot was still numb. Right now, I feel pain when I shift to certain positions. Hopefully, in 1 month time I will fully recover and my wound would be no more. :)

WISH THE BRAVEST GIRL ALIVE LUCK! =D

CE FOREVER!=D

Yoochun, I love you. ♥ -Allyson Mae {4/25/2009 08:09:00 AM}

Thursday, April 23, 2009

Taipei 101

(Taipei Taiwan)

Burj Dubai

Dubai

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! I'm such a geek. -.-

I'm quite pissed that Taipei 101 isnt the world's tallest skyscraper anymore. Why the heck does the Burj Dubai have to be soooooooo high. O_O Errrr.. I'm so petty... But really. Maybe because Taiwan grew on me too much. I research about Taiwan on my free time. Call me geeky... But yes. -.-

I get pretty high when I hear the word Taiwan. Or Taipei 101, then right now, my dad is watching National Geographic and it's featuring Burj Dubai. WTH. -.- Not being bias, but Taipei 101, looks sooo much better. >:) haha!

I sound like a Taiwanese Travel endorser, now right? GEE~ Fahrenheit much??=)) EEEEEGAHD. -.- Still, Taiwan sounds better than Dubai right??? My God! What do I have against Dubai these days. =)) Nothing much! XD

NO MATTER WHAT.

Taiwan Will Touch Your Heart. :]]

Yoochun, I love you. ♥ -Allyson Mae {4/23/2009 09:06:00 PM}

Monday, April 20, 2009

And I'm getting all emotional again, I'm missing Hana Kimi soooo much! At times like these I must watch my favorite-EST drama again. O_O PRONTO!

KISS ALREADY! I dont like to be kept waiting. :]

...

Thank God for the NOSY PHOTOGRAPHER. :))

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From my DOODLES. :)

ELLA OR CHUN?

Yoochun, I love you. ♥ -Allyson Mae {4/20/2009 01:42:00 PM}

yyyyeeeeeeeeerrrrrrrrr. :

I just got enrolled last Saturday! heck! : I was like "HUH" at my schedule. O_O I had mainly classes in the afternoon. Which is kinda good, since I dont have to wake up freakin' early. Thursday and Tuesdays, err.. I dread those day! : eeek. waking up at 5 am, leaving the house at aroun 6. O_O just to get to the freakin university at 8 am...... well.. oh-kaayyyy.. maybe it isnt that bad. =)) Other than Tuesdays and Thursdays, my otehr days are quite fine, During mondays and wednesdays, my classes start at 10 am. :) and on Fridays, 1pm to 3 pm. Afternoon classes, i'm still new about how college works. =)) SO i'm very much freaking out. O_O

I keep on having these visions lately.. HAHA! I keep on seeing myself 10 years from now. Very Rich! Very successful! Hahaha! Two cars! Own house. :)) 2 dogs.. Hopefully a Husband. XD hahahahaha! WHAT!?!? I girl can dream right? HAHA! Before anything else, I said to myself, After earning my very first pay-check; If it has many zeros in it, I will fly to Taiwan and search for CE. I wont let myself live unless I see them! HAHA! Might as well grow up a grumpy old woman if it means not seeing CE. XD OHHHKKKKAAY! I know that's a bit too far fetched but I certainly hope that doesnt happen! I want to marry and rich bussiness man, and have two kids. :))

COLLEGE LIFE HERE I COME!:]

Oh! And in case any one of you is wondering, College starts on June 04. :) haha! WISH ME LUCK!

Yoochun, I love you. ♥ -Allyson Mae {4/20/2009 01:20:00 PM}

Saturday, April 11, 2009

It's been a while since I wrote something on this thing.. I actually feel a tad bit okay now. I am missing school alot, when I say alot.. I feel alot.. I miss my friends, my classmates, my teachers.. and the school-Y atmosphere. In less than 2 months time I'd be starting a new journey. I'll be going to college! I know, I brag about this all the time, but it's not actually bragging... It's more like RANTING.. I don't want to go to college yet, I think college will kill me. My mom said it'll be just like school, only more schoolworks.. She didnt actually make me feel better. =))

During the past two weeks of having no classes, I started thinking about how college will be. And I also began tell myself, to act smart. Because for a 16 year old, I act pretty immature. Not to mention dumb.. But that's what endears me to people. If by any chance they find that cute, I guess I'd keep that dumb-Y attitude forever. OOKKKKAAAAAAAY... I may end up not having a job if I did that. :)) I'm just saying, that no one ever prepares you for college life. You enter it, you learn from it. That's the way things go, you meet a lot more friends, very different from the other... But I swear! I'd kill myself, if I forget my High School Bestfriends.

I know, You people rarely read my blog, But if ever some young people read this. Maybe it could inspire you, that college isnt that bad.. Although, I'm just starting. :)) Maybe it's a bit rough on the start, but it will eventually become better. And it isnt the end of the world! It's the start of something new, SOMETHING BETTER. :) Enjoy every second of High School! You will miss it, I swear! It took me alot of courage and time to finally let go and say that I'm leaving high school behind, but the memories, every single one of it. I will carry with me... RAIN OR SHINE. ;)

Yoochun, I love you. ♥ -Allyson Mae {4/11/2009 07:52:00 PM}