Monday, April 26, 2010
I should really be doing my project right now. But I want to spazz and rant at the same time. So yeah... O_O
On the way home, while on the bus, the movie Fast And The Furious was on. So yeah, I flailed.. But I never thought that I'd get to the chase part, the one where Vin Diesel practically flies of fences. O_O WHERE DBSK'S RISING SUN WAS FREAKING PLAYING. I'm aware of this, long before I saw the movie.. BUT.. I just flailed like the silly fangirl I am, and risked getting my self embarassed in front of tons of people.
BUT I COULDN'T CARE LESS.♥
That's my boys we're talking about.
On the way home, while riding the fx (a cab but with multiple passengers) with Kevin. After a while, I noticed the driver giving me the looks. I ignored him most of the time, but when I talked about a candidate, he decided to butt in. I was stupid enough to actually talk to him, BUT KEVIN WAS THERE! So I didn't care. -_______- But he just kept staring at me even while he was driving, and the look he was giving me was so creepy in a perverted way, that I was screaming inside my head. I stayed calm, because he might sense fear and gain confidence. He just kept talking, I kept nodding. Then when 80 percent of the passengers were off the vehicle, Kevin and I was left, and he asked me where I get off... Kevin answered for me. Then he asked what I ride after I get off at the stop, I just said that my mom was waiting for me to avoid further prying. :|
What scared me the most was the fact that I was wearing a skirt (not a miniskirt, it's my school attire) and that there was close proximity between him and I. :|
//shakes of scary thoughts
THANK GOD, WE ARRIVED AT OUT STOP UNHARMED. KEVIN HOPPED OFF FIRST AND HELD THE DOOR OPEN FOR ME LIKE A GOOD GUY FRIEND WOULD. (He was next to the door) The creepy driver man asked me if Kevin was my boyfriend, AND I SAID YES. (Then he freakin laughed)
That ought to keep him off, HOPEFULLY. :|
SCARY PERVERTED DRIVER WAS SCARY. D8
EVERY ONE! DON'T TALK TO STRANGERS!!!!
Yoochun, I love you. ♥ -Allyson Mae {4/26/2010 10:00:00 PM}
Thursday, April 22, 2010
Is sick. With the flu, in the hot weather. Stupid me is stupid. :|
Yoochun, I love you. ♥ -Allyson Mae {4/22/2010 08:21:00 PM}
Sunday, April 18, 2010
I saw Badette today. ^^ I'm happy. ♥
Yoochun, I love you. ♥ -Allyson Mae {4/18/2010 08:37:00 PM}
Thursday, April 15, 2010
To whoever invented Math.. FUCK YOU. T.T
Yoochun, I love you. ♥ -Allyson Mae {4/15/2010 07:57:00 PM}
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
BUT! Ohiyess, there's a 'but'. I can cry because of how fucking beautiful Changmin is. ♥ (Eydi, don't kill me.) I saw his Paradise Ranch pictures and OH MY GOD. I just say, "Is that Shim fucking Changmin?!" Gorgeous. Beautiful. If he keeps this up, I don't know what I might do. Yoochun make me turn into a huge ball of wracked emotions. Ranging from, happy to horny to melancholic.
SHIM CHANGMIN IS THE ULTIMATE EYE CANDY ♥
Yoochun, I love you. ♥ -Allyson Mae {4/13/2010 11:27:00 PM}
What the fuck SME? :| Seriously, you just know how to hurt hearts don't you? At this point I really don't feel anything any more, I think I've been hurt enough. I just feel numb. Go ahead and do whatever the fuck you want. My faith lies in the boys, NOT in your stupid lawsuits and lies. :|
That is all.
Yoochun, I love you. ♥ -Allyson Mae {4/13/2010 11:06:00 PM}
Saturday, April 10, 2010
A car, or an out of the country trip? That is the question. -_-
Yoochun, I love you. ♥ -Allyson Mae {4/10/2010 07:29:00 PM}
Here's a song from the boys, which in my opinion reflects their feelings for each other. Let's not look at it from a Yaoi lover's point of view please. :) It's somehow tells us so much more, we are hurting yes, but have we ever stopped and thought that maybe this is hurting them MORE than it's hurting us. To them, it might feel like, it's breaking their family apart. BUT! Whatever happens, DBSK Friendship PWNS all. Just like every family, they are going through a hard time. Keep the faith. ♥♥♥
WASURENAIDE
-Tohoshinki
Romaji
Beddo ni suwatte kimi no koto wo kangaete ita
Aenakutemo ii aitai
Kono kimochi dake de ii kara
Tsuyoku nokotte iru kioku
Kimi kara no mijikai messeeji ga
Setsunaku mune shimetsukeru kedo
Towa no shiawase boku ga mamoritsuzuketai
Kaze ni natte sotto tsutsumitai
Kimi ga iru sekai ni sugu tonde yukitai
Aitakutemo aitakutemo
Matteru kara tada wasurenaide
Itsumo no hodou ni kimi no kage wo kanjite ita
Shizuka ni me wo toji inoru
Itsumademo kienai you ni
Fukaku kizu tsuite ita koto
Kizukasezu waratte ita kimi ni
“Zutto taisetsu ni suru kara”
Sakebitsuzukeru arifureta kotoba demo
Kaze ni natte sotto tsutsumitai
Kimi ga iru sekai ni sugu tonde yukitai
Aitakutemo aitakutemo
Matteru kara tada wasurenaide
Kimi ni fureta yoru kowarete shimau hodo ni
Tadayou kaori ni mata omoi ga tsunoru
Itsumademo hatenai you ni
Motto tsuyoku tsunaida te hanarenai you ni
Kaze ni natte sotto tsutsumitai
Kimi ga iru sekai ni sugu tonde yukitai
Aitakutemo aitakutemo
Matteru kara, matteru kara
Kaze ni natte sotto tsutsumitai
Kimi ga iru sekai ni sugu tonde yukitai
Aitakutemo aitakutemo
Matteru kara tada wasurenaide
Koko ni iru yo wasurenaide
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English
I sat on my bed and thought about you
It doesn’t matter if I can’t see you
Just wanting to see you is enough
A memory that remains in my mind so strongly
Your short message
Squeezes my heart in a bittersweet way
But I want to protect this eternal happiness
I want to become the wind and gently wrap myself around you
I want to fly to your world right now
Even though I miss you, even though I miss you
I’ll be waiting, just don’t forget me
On the footpath I usually walk down, I felt a trace of you
I quietly close my eyes and pray
That it will never go away
You didn’t show me how deeply hurt you were
You just smiled
“You’ll always be special to me”
I want to shout that out, even though they’re such ordinary words
I want to become the wind and gently wrap myself around you
I want to fly to your world right now
Even though I miss you, even though I miss you
I’ll be waiting, just don’t forget me
The more the night when I touched you crumbles away
The more your lingering scent makes my love grow
I pray that it never ends
I pray that we can hold each other’s hand tighter and never let go
I want to become the wind and gently wrap myself around you
I want to fly to your world right now
Even though I miss you, even though I miss you
I’ll be waiting, I’ll be waiting
I want to become the wind and gently wrap myself around you
I want to fly to your world right now
Even though I miss you, even though I miss you
I’ll be waiting, just don’t forget me
I’m here, don’t forget me
Yoochun, I love you. ♥ -Allyson Mae {4/10/2010 12:49:00 PM}
Wednesday, April 7, 2010
OMFG.
Lee Yonsu. ♥
Seriously, sometimes I hate this man. :|
He looks so hot, He makes my panties do a million twists.
Someday I'd ask him if he is a Sex demi-God by any chance.
*sigh*
Yoochun, I love you. ♥ -Allyson Mae {4/07/2010 08:17:00 PM}
