Yoochun is of transcendent excellence. :')

Thursday, December 31, 2009

OOOH! WAIT. My mei mei was quizzing me about my OTP Yoomin madness. XD Yes, I'm a yoomin freak.. I admit. The fandom isn't big, and maybe that's the reason I got so caught up in it. I want to be different, there are so many Yoosu, Yunjae, Jaemin, Jaechun fandoms out there. (NO PUN INTENDED. i love all the couples dearly. BUT, not as much as Yoomin.) But I chose to stick with Yoomin, aside from having a nifty fanbase and tonnes of SMUTTY fanfictions, I find them really beautiful together. ;)

They send my stone heart spazzing over their sightest touches. And their sexiness is ORGASMIC. I tell ya~ ORGASMIC. XD

Want pictures? *SIGH* Why am I put in this circumtances? Whatever. Spread the fandom!

The HEART pose only the two can pull off. /biased /gets bricked

WOAH! Changminnie~ Than hand is getting a wee bit too near mytreasure.

OOOH? GOAL!!!XD

smoooochypoooo~

That hug is like.. like.. forget it. Jump each other. I'll find other ways to enjoy myself.

Plus++ An added bonus of the boys's darling smiles. Oh how I miss those smiles. Smile for me soon babies. Please?

Yoochun, I love you. ♥ -Allyson Mae {12/31/2009 07:00:00 PM}

Happy New Year. BOOHOO.

Haven't done my thesis. I'm so going to flunk reswrite. FUCK IT.

Anyways, I am not looking forward to 2010, ha. I feel indifferent, the years could change I couldn't care less. I'm so heartless right now, but maybe it's because I really don't feel genuinely happy. I have at this point TEMPORARILY had given up on life as we know it. Don't ask me why. I just feel empty. I'm busy prissing over what hair color I'll put on my hair. Yes, I'll obssess over my hair and appearance first.

I don't know when I'd be back to normal again. Don't worry! I'll inform you guys. HAHA.

They boys are my reason for living, S.H.E is my life. So yeah, without them, I may be a walking corpse. That aint pretty.

byeeeeeeeee~

OFF TO HELP FOR NEW YEAR'S EVE MEAL.

keeping the faith.

(for the boys)

Yoochun, I love you. ♥ -Allyson Mae {12/31/2009 06:51:00 PM}

Saturday, December 26, 2009

Happy 6th Anniversary

DONG BANG SHIN KI!:)

Forever Five. Five Forever. Us together forever, to infinity and beyond.~ WOW. Cheesy much?:))

Here are some pictures from the party. :) I won't divulge all. XD They might sue me!

Yoochun, I love you. ♥ -Allyson Mae {12/26/2009 08:54:00 AM}

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

CONTINUATION...

At around 7pm or 8pm, we decided it was time to get the party started. :)) I got the 4th shot served that night, never am a fan of brandy but good experience though. And The Bar tastes nice if you ask me.

Macky had I don't know how many shots, BUT, I know it's not much. He has allergic reaction to alcohol, he turned RED.. I am not exxagerating, he really turned red. O_O Redder than Santa. Anyways, Macky isn't the "laughtrip" person of the night. It was Christian, they dared him to drink one whole glass of Matador Brandy straight up, he turned red and got wasted in no time. Then he became mad? Me and Ella asked him, "Christian, how old are you?" He SHOUTED mad, "16!" Okay.. Me and Ella had the best laugh of the night. He said a lot of silly things while drunk. Cutest thing is he was mad the whole time. XD hahahah!

I know I shouldn't be posting this here but it's fun! And hey! No one will mind. I just had so much fun last night. First taste of adult fun. HAHA. With music, booze, laughter and good food.

THE WATER IS STILL FREEZING. I kinda regretted wearing a skirt last night. It was cold. -.-

I realized how fun loving SSE91 really is, and the moment I had to leave at 1am I instantly became sad because they came with me to our car to bid me goodbye. Because certain parents don't want me staying over night. HMPH. Anyways, I hated to leave them like that. But atleast I had soooo much fun! And to Mon, ayan.. Hindi kita nalimutan. Salamat din!

TO JARY/JARI, Justin's friend. Thanks sa tagay. :))

I'll post pictures when Charm uploads all of them.

Yoochun, I love you. ♥ -Allyson Mae {12/23/2009 08:04:00 PM}

I just had the best time ever last night. BEST I TELL YA!

Thanks to my dearest blockmates & Mon for making me this happy. :)

Went to meet up with my girls at one pm. Okay, waited another 3 hours sitting down at the gas station, but it was worth it though. ;) Finally had the chance to go around kuya Jom's NEW car. YAAAAAAAAAAAY. It was nice, we got stuck in traffic though.. -.-' after sitting in the car, we went to SMBicutan to buy utensils and to grab a bite to eat. XD Just when we were to go to the resort, WE SAW KAZILLIONS OF PEOPLE waiting in line for a tricycle ride. -.-' Good thing Jandi's mom is so nice, and fetched us from SMBicutan! I loooove it. We had one hell of a ride home too! Especially now that from a group of 5 we became 9, and we fitt snuggly inside the Revo!XD haha!

We arrived at the resort, and screamed! Hahaha. That's how me and baby Ella show our happiness. I went up to room to change my clothes, just to be ready when someone decides to push me into the pool. ;) Okay, who's up for a round of singing? I know I am. (stupid karaoke machine doesnt work properly, but I had fun anyways.) Sang numerous songs, even ones with ranges beyond our own. And the nighbors could probably hear our noise. But who cares? I had the best time!

And the carbonara was the BEST! I say! The best! Jandi, thanks again. And for the gift! I appreciate it!

I never knew I could have a heart to heart talk with Macky. ;) It's bad when he drinks, he spills everything, from his lovelife to even mine. HAHAHA! He turned tomato red last night. As in tomato red, with no hint of exxageration, he really turned red. I wonder why alcohol never had that effect on me. I guess i'm lucky. Speaking of luck, LUCKY, Thanks for the drinks. :)

SJ! My pre happy 18th birthday to you! Weeee~ It's nice you've become an adult in our company! Loveyougirlsomuch. >:D<

I'll continue this later in another entry.. the next one would be about alcohol, cheating boyfriends, more alcohol and a full coverage on how macky and christian got wasted and sooo much more............... I just hope I have the pictures by later. ;)

Yoochun, I love you. ♥ -Allyson Mae {12/23/2009 10:57:00 AM}

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

I have the CD already. *does happy dance* And yes, I have ripped it into my library already. :) I just bought it yesterday, and it got me bouncing. Yes, bouncing. I know, some people are boycotting products from DBSK(SM) but I'm not. I don't mean to be selfish, but people say that it's best to buy original albums, don't I want to support them despite the controversy? AND, also that, me buying the CD means, I'm still very positive things would be better. ;)

So please. Please, don't judge me. K?

I woke up extra early today, considering we have no classes. My blockmates and I will be having an all night fun. With music, food, drinks, fun, laughter, and everything in between. I vow NEVER to get wasted. And not to drink TOO much. HEH. I'll just sing my heart out later. Or dance my butt off, whichever comes first. HAHA! I'm so excited. It also marks our Christmas break, a well deserved break if you ask me. A WELL DESERVED ONE!

ooh! ooh! I have something to say. XD

I won a snickers yesterday. We had a game in our Algebra class, and I was paired with Ella. It was like, there's a word put on her forehead, then she has to guess it and yes, i give out answers like yes, no, maybe. It was super easy, THANKS TO PUSOY DOS! But yeah, it's rare I participate during Math class, so I think it's a start. (expect me to participate when it's nearing the end of the semester. XD)

Yoochun, I love you. ♥ -Allyson Mae {12/22/2009 07:08:00 AM}

Saturday, December 19, 2009

I saw a blog post that I shouldn't see. :( Made me cry again. You know how much I'm affected right? I want to put up a brave front. I don't want you seeing me weak. But when I think of it, nothing comes out me but tears. Hot, stinging, painful tears. Tears of unwillingly saying goodbye. Just imagining how I'd say goodbye is unbearable. I NEVER knew it would be this soon. We had so many things planned. And now, those are all going to be plans locked up in our hearts forever. You know how much of my heart you'd bring with you, and how much of your heart you'd leave with me. I love you. More than you'd ever realize. I want to keep you locked up in my closet if that's the only way for you not to leave me behind. I'm being selfish, I know. But could you blame me? I'm already missing you. I love you. You know who you are.

"Wherever you go, whatever it takes... I will be right HERE waiting for YOU."

Yoochun, I love you. ♥ -Allyson Mae {12/19/2009 11:26:00 PM}

Friday, December 18, 2009

Oh my God. I mean seriously. I saw.. I just saw DBSK's CD at Odyssey! I mean, I went in to "check" and oh my God, I saw Junsu's face. I was like, "Isn't that Su?", then oh my God it is! I panicked and almost shoved away all the people in front of me. I panicked, I couldn't get over it! I saw the price, it was freakin' 500 pesos ONLY! I soooooo~ want that for christmas. Would some one buy that for me? Awwww. :[ I really really really really want it. I'd die a happy woman if I had it. I want to buy it but, I was think, what if some one with a kind soul suddenly decides to give on to me. Okay, I'm assuming. But by December 22nd, and no one gives it to me as a gift, I seriously WILL buy it. WITH OUT ANY SECOND THOUGHTS. I WILL HANG THEIR POSTER IN MY ROOM AND LOOK AT IT EVERYTIME. And oh my God, I think it's the Mirotic concert. But still! Aaaaaaaaaah~ If you guys saw how I reacted, Ella was like, "Girl.. Awat na..". I kept on saying, "DID YOU SEE THAT? DID YOU?!"

I guess, it's released here, so it has nothing to do with SME vs. DBSK. YAY! Atleast........... There's hope shining on the other side of the road.

I'll buy that baby if no one gives it to me. SERIOUSLY, I might even buy two!:D

Yoochun, I love you. ♥ -Allyson Mae {12/18/2009 07:44:00 PM}

Thursday, December 17, 2009

if you guys seriously want some laughs. and never ending cuteness! watch this.

MAX AND MICKY AND JUNSU AND YUNHO WILL CRACK YOU UP AND SEND YOU DOWN YOUR CHAIR INRO FITS OF EU KYANG KYANGS!

Yoochun, I love you. ♥ -Allyson Mae {12/17/2009 10:24:00 PM}

Oh? HAHA.
Su~ Stop acting cute. It's working. =))

I finished our thesis' introduction! YAY ME! I am literally drained of all the English I know.

Ayoko na. Magtatagalog naman ako para maiba, at dahil hindi naman lahat ay makakainitindi sa sasabihin ko, okay lang na maglabas ako ng sama ng loob about sa SME ulit? Pano, sa tuwing maaalala ko ang mga kabalusabasang lumalabas sakanila, kumukulo dugo ko. Nakakairita, paawa pa sila? Eh sino ba yung mga mukhang namatayan? Kitang kita mo naman sa mga mata nung lima na sobrang nasasaktan na sila, hindi pa nila magawang pagbigyan yung hiling nung tatlo na konting konsiderasyon lang naman sa karapatan nilang pantao. Hindi sila Diyos.

Okay. Use a translator or something if you want to read. XD

Yoochun, I love you. ♥ -Allyson Mae {12/17/2009 09:46:00 PM}

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

Singing. Thinking of things. Things sad. OOOH! Shit. I forgot I need to make a reaction paper about my spirituality. I pretty much love God will all my heart, and I don't need any freakin reaction paper to prove that I really do love him. NSTP sucks. PGMA, I think i'd shoot you if I see you. Oooops! Was that too vulgar? And I'm so incoherent. Caused by mainly, STRESS and more SRESS. Yoochunnie, Yiru, Minnie! Make me happy. XD

Anyhoo.. I have a thesis to write. Deadline of Friday, I'm too lazy to even start something. Why? Just because.

Who tops? Micky of Minnie? I think Minnie! Why? Yoomin = Maxtops is complete and utter pwnage! All fanfics I read, mainly smutty ones. Max tops. YAY! So proud of my maknae. Micky doesnt look the lease bit girly. But he's dainty. Maybe that's why Max tops. Or maybe Max is a pusher-down-on-the-bed kind of person. If that's so, I'd be happy to be pwned by him. HAHA! /gets rolled over by dump truck

Yoochun, I love you. ♥ -Allyson Mae {12/16/2009 08:59:00 PM}

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

AIYOO~ Still not done with things I NEED to do. HEH. School can wait? It can, right? -.-

I saw Yoochun's neckline again! That precious adam's apple. I just want to bite it! /gets bricked.

Hey! That hurt. But, seriously, Yoochun should wear plunging necklines MORE OFTEN than his definition of OFTEN. The world needs more of those sexy babies. =)) Or only me? FTW, I don't care. I find them incredibly sexy. You do too, don't you? If I don't stop talking about Yoochun's sexiness, MinMin would personally brick me. Min........ I can't help it. Your agi is making me do it! ~~Screw him.~~ ( I think I just gave the KISS an idea of what to do.)

*RUNS OFF TO SEARCH FOR JOONGIE*. MAYBE JOONGIE CAN KEEP ME COMPANY. SINCE MinMin and ChunChun is off to lala where? I don't know. OOPS. JOONGIE IS WITH YUNNIE! Don't I have anyone to play with? Play. Play~ OH! I know.

SUUUUUUUUUUUU~ BABY! LET'S PLAY!xD

~~/gets shot.~~ ( I knew it! I should have just shut up.)

This is total crack. I miss the boys so much that I pretend I own them. How I wish I do. But SM does. F*** SM. XD

Yoochun, I love you. ♥ -Allyson Mae {12/15/2009 10:06:00 PM}

SU.. JUNSUUUU.. XIAH... SUSU.. JUNCHAAN.. JUNJJANG!!!!:)

happy happy happy birssssday to you!

I miss your laughter. I miss your smile. Keep smiling and be strong for your brothers. I'm so busy I can't write a novel for you but you know how much I love you Suuuuu~ Suuuu baby! I don't want you sad. Ho and Min loves you, I'm sure. :)

always keep the faith. i know i will. :')

DBSK WILL FOREVER BE JJANG! I MISS YOU GUYS. BUT DON'T GIVE UP. OUR LOVE, YOUR LOVE, IS ENOUGH TO GET US THROUGH THIS STORM RIGHT? SUUUU~ YOU'RE DBSK'S ANGEL. CASSIES LOVE YOU.

Yoochun, I love you. ♥ -Allyson Mae {12/15/2009 09:24:00 PM}

Sunday, December 13, 2009

I'm a slacker. :))
I haven't done anything productive concerning school this day. But considering how much fainting I did experienced watching videos of the boys, S.H.E and FRH. I think I had a very goo day. :)

Bring it on Chapusit!XD BRING IT ON!

Yoochun, I love you. ♥ -Allyson Mae {12/13/2009 06:46:00 PM}

Monday, December 7, 2009

I want to share how terrifyingly terricific the movie Coming Soon was. It's in Thai, but provided with sub titles and oh my God. Chaba is scary~ popping out of nowhere. Really~ My classmates and I were all screams. =)) DORKY? Naaaah~ Just spine tingling scary. I recommend you watch the flick if you want to have a GREAT scare. Don't watch it alone?

PS. It's a bit gruesome. Bring your pails...... =))

Yoochun, I love you. ♥ -Allyson Mae {12/07/2009 08:25:00 PM}

I should actually be sleeping right now. -.- But guess what, I'm not. HAHA. My mom left about an hour and a half ago with my dad to the hospital, she was feeling pain from constipation. I hope she's fine. I wanted to go along but, I knew they would not allow me because I have classes tomorrow. So, here I am.. taking the very rare opportunity to stay up late on a Sunday to watch DBSK videos. xD Oh yes, I'm bad.

I'm watching the boys have soooo much fun demolishing a car. Chunnie's too caught up with trying to smash that door. And I end up scouting for YooMin moments, however small they may be. But I have to admit, Jae's ass at one point got me pausing atleast 10 times. =)) Hallelujiah!

Ok.. Wait.. I need to finish the set. Byeeeeee~ Goodnight!

Yoochun, I love you. ♥ -Allyson Mae {12/07/2009 12:15:00 AM}

Saturday, December 5, 2009

I can't believe it. I really can't believe it. Or is it that I don't want to believe it. Every single night, before I fall asleep I think of the dongbangboys, why? Because I imagine all possible outcomes from the lawsuit they are facing. It's not the possible results that scare me. It's what I don't know that worries me. All this time, I've been apprehensive, thinking of what may happen, Whether bad or good. But you know, YOU'LL NEVER KNOW. Get me? I can never really put my foot down and decide that "this" or "that" will, can, or may happen. Because the truth is, I can NEVER KNOW, WE CAN NEVER KNOW. And that what breaks my heart. Now I know that the fear of the unknown is true. Eversince, I have always believed that, there's no reason to fear things I don't know... But now, I suddenly understand.

But the boys want us to be strong. They don't want us to shed tears. Let's be strong for them? Please? :( Please? Cassiopeia. Bigeast. STAY STRONG!

Belated Birsssday~ to my mom! She celebrated her birthday yesterday. We ate at a small restaurant near our vilage, that I swear, cooks the yummiest Native Filipino food. :)) YUM! Anyways, she'd be treating the family tomorrow.. And i'd get to see my nephew again!! I'm so excited, because every chance I get to see him, I get sick. So I couldn't go near him. But this time. No way! I'm healthy as a prick. And I can't wait to carry him!! :D *does dbsk trademark dorky dance*

Yoochun, I love you. ♥ -Allyson Mae {12/05/2009 04:43:00 PM}

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

I'm not in a good mood. I have allergies again. I'm sneezing non-stop. And I lost my make-up kit. YES, I know, i'm bothered just because of make-up? YES I AM. In fact, I'm so bothered I want to rip the whole pc (not to mention the whole world) apart. I lost 1500 bucks worth of make-up, now tell me, do I not have the right to be royally pissed off? I know it's my fault for being such a messy kid. BUT.. BUT! I don't think I schould loose it! Especially the 600 buck face powder I bought last monday, It wasnt even used for a week! Three days, and it's gone. My heart is breaking. Now, I'm also freakin worried how my mom would react once I tell her this sour piece of news. She be all; "What?! I bought your mascara and your eyeshadow, they're worth a fortune!". I just wish I retrieve it tomorrow. Please, let there be a kind soul to return it or surrender it to the lost in found, or to me. If it matters. :[

Yoochun, I love you. ♥ -Allyson Mae {12/02/2009 08:38:00 PM}

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

Hi ladies and gentlemen.

I haven't done out outline! Why? I just don't want to. I just DON'T want to. Okay? Arrrrgghhh~ Aside from that, I really feel bad about my high school friend's supposed outing together. I was looking forward to the whole thing all month, and the last minute we don't get to do it? :[ I honestly feel that it is okay not to go, but the whole night (sunday night), I kept on texting them to text me if they would be coming. But nooo~ They did not text me. NOT ONE TEXT. So, I could't figure out wether I should get ready the next morning. I woke up extra early to check my phone for messages, but NO. Nothing, nadaaa, zilch.. And that made me feel 100 thousand times worse. :( I only asked for a simple text, 3 words at the least, 'i'm not going'. I hated that I was being extra naggy just to tell them to text me once, and that it had NO effect.

Alam niyo yung nagmukhang tanga? Ako iyon eh.

And now, I'm only expecting them to say sorry. Infareness to Boogeyrots, she said sorry the morning after. But to the other two. I only was for that one word, "SORRY." Is that so hard to do? I almost feel like you don't care about how I feel. And it makes me feel sad.

On the other hand, I am busy watching Bigeastations. When I am supposed to be doing my reswrite homework. Aish~ School can wait!XD

I just found out, FRH will release a new album. And that has got me freakin excited. I want that album! I so... Want that album. XD Can I sell my sould just to get my hands on those babies????

OH... and I almost forgot, I have this feeling that the reason why Mirotic STILL hasn't been released here in the Philippines is because of the whole SM vs. JaeChunSu, issue. AAAAAIGOO~ Give us a break! I've been waiting for it, for months. And it gets ~~cancelled~~delayed just because of the lawsuit! SM, you only want money. money, money. DURRRTY MONEY!

Hey wait! Before I got to bed, I want to say I miss Micky very much. I miss Micky with Max very much. Because the lawsuit, I don't get to see Yoomin and Yunjae together anymore! Stupid SM. Stupid. Stupiiiiid. Or am I just being unfair? Naah~ STUPID. Junsu baby, you know, you stay silent most of the time, but I'm glad you fought for you rights. I'm so proud.

Lastly, I want to share I quote by our Beauiful Prince... Choikang Changmin.

"I am 100% real. But there is no perfect existence."

Oh but Max, you are perfect. Atleast in my eyes you are. ;) I bet Micky thinks of you as perfect too.

Yoochun, I love you. ♥ -Allyson Mae {12/01/2009 09:04:00 PM}