Monday, February 16, 2009
EEEEEEEEEK!
this is by far, the most disapointing day ever this month. :[
although, really i laughed most of the day.. today is deifferent, i feel empty. i'm not being emo but really i feel sad, i want something, i really do.. but i cant have it. i dont want something but then it keeps coming back.. i have long decided that i should stop this and let the heck go.. i already did. but why does all the memories come back at the moments when you least expect it? and it makes me very sad. i cant really tell why i'm acting like this.. i just hope it goes away soon.
i've been smiling, and laughing the whole day.. but i'm not really happy. :[ i dont know why. maybe it's because of the HORMONES!! fuck this hormones. :]]]]
you see? i'm not even in the mood to write a good blog. please dont kill me!
Yoochun, I love you. ♥ -Allyson Mae {2/16/2009 08:33:00 PM}