Saturday, November 28, 2009
Hi.
First of all, I have a lot of things to do. A lot of things I NEED to finish before classes come on Tuesday. BUT, I need to bring all these stuck up emotions in me out in the open before my heart explodes and I kill myself. :[
First of all, things between JaeSuChun and SME haven't become any better. It hasn't been resolved. Latest reports say that Avex need JaeSuChun to come to Japan for promos. But on three conditions, JaeSuChun are not allowed to have any contact with HoMin. Second, HoMin will be the only ones to answer questions. Thirdly, Keeping a close watch during the whole event.
HOW EVIL CAN SM GET? HOW MUCH MORE DO THEY WANT THE BOYS TP SUFFER? HOW MUCH MORE CAN THEY BEAR TO LOOK AT SAD EYES JUST PLEADING FOR FREEDOM. WHY IS SM USING YUNHO AND CHANGMIN AS WEAPONS AGAINST JAEJOONG, JUNSU, AND YOOCHUN? WHY? BECAUSE THEY KNOW, JAECHUNSU, CAN'T SAY NO.. OR THEY CAN'T BEAR TO PUT THE OTHER TWO'S CAREER IN JEOPARDY.
FUCK YOU SME. FUCK YOU.
But, after reading something on our forum. Some sense is knocked into me. Not that I forgive SME, but that I am not alone. I have cassiopeians beside me. To fight for the boys, FOREVER. And they boys know were also affected, but if we show them were too affected to even fight for them, they themselves might give up. CASSIOPEIANS, ALONG WITH BIGEAST, give life to TVXQ. And TVXQ give life to Cassiopeians and Bigeast. WE FIGHT TOGETHER.
ALWAYS KEEP THE FAITH.
I sorta feel, that the 5 guys can't and won't be able to contain their emotions once on stage. I just hope SM doesnt grow another horn and just let the boys be human.
Yoochun, I love you. ♥ -Allyson Mae {11/28/2009 07:34:00 PM}
