Saturday, April 11, 2009
It's been a while since I wrote something on this thing.. I actually feel a tad bit okay now. I am missing school alot, when I say alot.. I feel alot.. I miss my friends, my classmates, my teachers.. and the school-Y atmosphere. In less than 2 months time I'd be starting a new journey. I'll be going to college! I know, I brag about this all the time, but it's not actually bragging... It's more like RANTING.. I don't want to go to college yet, I think college will kill me. My mom said it'll be just like school, only more schoolworks.. She didnt actually make me feel better. =))
During the past two weeks of having no classes, I started thinking about how college will be. And I also began tell myself, to act smart. Because for a 16 year old, I act pretty immature. Not to mention dumb.. But that's what endears me to people. If by any chance they find that cute, I guess I'd keep that dumb-Y attitude forever. OOKKKKAAAAAAAY... I may end up not having a job if I did that. :)) I'm just saying, that no one ever prepares you for college life. You enter it, you learn from it. That's the way things go, you meet a lot more friends, very different from the other... But I swear! I'd kill myself, if I forget my High School Bestfriends.
I know, You people rarely read my blog, But if ever some young people read this. Maybe it could inspire you, that college isnt that bad.. Although, I'm just starting. :)) Maybe it's a bit rough on the start, but it will eventually become better. And it isnt the end of the world! It's the start of something new, SOMETHING BETTER. :) Enjoy every second of High School! You will miss it, I swear! It took me alot of courage and time to finally let go and say that I'm leaving high school behind, but the memories, every single one of it. I will carry with me... RAIN OR SHINE. ;)
Yoochun, I love you. ♥ -Allyson Mae {4/11/2009 07:52:00 PM}
