Monday, May 4, 2009
Okay... I am actually, just miffed and insulted. Last night, I saw... Well most of winglin readers saw the careless and senseless stories post up by some S.H.E hater. I agree she had been totally immature, and I find it really insulting for her to call Ella a bitch. I honestly feel that my outburst at winglin was immature and I'm guilty about it. But i'm only human, I felt insulted for Ella's sake. I have taken many negative comments about her quite well.. But I never seem to get over people calling her bitch or a whore. Because she isnt one! So I went on lashing out at the author bla.. bla.. But I never, ever said anything bad towards Charlene.. I like the girl. I mean, I have nothing against her now. Why couldnt everybody just be nice? Support Ella or Charlene silently. You dont have to go and proclaim to the world you hate a certain artist right?
I believe people have their own opinion, but broadcasting your hate in the internet. Is seriously just immature. Especially when it's a super petty reason... I dont know, I was really mad last night. And I went all out at the stupid author. Yes, up to now, I still feel i'm obligated to call her stupid. My action last night wasnt nice, I know that... I'm not a good influence to little readers, younger than me. But as I said, i'm only human.. And what I did, was I believe purely human urge. A reflexe, a reflexe to defend you're loved one. Although, I really dont think I've done justice for Ella. Because I made the war bigger, myself..
Last night, I hated... I hated the girl who wrote those comments. Seriously, I want to skin her alive last night. After a while, after calming down. I realised, "Shit. What have I done?" Then almost immediately went to stop the war brewing, stopping the CE and BeBu fans from making stories for counter attack. People might percieve this as, I'm trying to be a goodshot... No, I'm not, I just realised I was wrong.. and I think I was mature enough to try and stop the dispute.
Anger was my initial reaction, Hate was the second. And it's wrong... I know... Now, I just really pity the girl for being immature and being to blind to see the real beauty the world had to offer. The E-Circle is really messy, It can drive people crazy. I'm a witness, also a victim. But I realized something here;
It's actually our choice if we would let the E-Circle get to Our heads.. let's face it, we could support our favorite celebs in our own way, with out waging war against the other. Only that, only a few people tend to see that. It's sad.. Isnt it?
Yoochun, I love you. ♥ -Allyson Mae {5/04/2009 09:43:00 AM}
