Tuesday, December 1, 2009
Hi ladies and gentlemen.
I haven't done out outline! Why? I just don't want to. I just DON'T want to. Okay? Arrrrgghhh~ Aside from that, I really feel bad about my high school friend's supposed outing together. I was looking forward to the whole thing all month, and the last minute we don't get to do it? :[ I honestly feel that it is okay not to go, but the whole night (sunday night), I kept on texting them to text me if they would be coming. But nooo~ They did not text me. NOT ONE TEXT. So, I could't figure out wether I should get ready the next morning. I woke up extra early to check my phone for messages, but NO. Nothing, nadaaa, zilch.. And that made me feel 100 thousand times worse. :( I only asked for a simple text, 3 words at the least, 'i'm not going'. I hated that I was being extra naggy just to tell them to text me once, and that it had NO effect.
Alam niyo yung nagmukhang tanga? Ako iyon eh.
And now, I'm only expecting them to say sorry. Infareness to Boogeyrots, she said sorry the morning after. But to the other two. I only was for that one word, "SORRY." Is that so hard to do? I almost feel like you don't care about how I feel. And it makes me feel sad.
On the other hand, I am busy watching Bigeastations. When I am supposed to be doing my reswrite homework. Aish~ School can wait!XD
I just found out, FRH will release a new album. And that has got me freakin excited. I want that album! I so... Want that album. XD Can I sell my sould just to get my hands on those babies????
OH... and I almost forgot, I have this feeling that the reason why Mirotic STILL hasn't been released here in the Philippines is because of the whole SM vs. JaeChunSu, issue. AAAAAIGOO~ Give us a break! I've been waiting for it, for months. And it gets cancelleddelayed just because of the lawsuit! SM, you only want money. money, money. DURRRTY MONEY!
Hey wait! Before I got to bed, I want to say I miss Micky very much. I miss Micky with Max very much. Because the lawsuit, I don't get to see Yoomin and Yunjae together anymore! Stupid SM. Stupid. Stupiiiiid. Or am I just being unfair? Naah~ STUPID. Junsu baby, you know, you stay silent most of the time, but I'm glad you fought for you rights. I'm so proud.
Lastly, I want to share I quote by our Beauiful Prince... Choikang Changmin.
"I am 100% real. But there is no perfect existence."
Oh but Max, you are perfect. Atleast in my eyes you are. ;) I bet Micky thinks of you as perfect too.
Yoochun, I love you. ♥ -Allyson Mae {12/01/2009 09:04:00 PM}
