Saturday, December 19, 2009
I saw a blog post that I shouldn't see. :( Made me cry again. You know how much I'm affected right? I want to put up a brave front. I don't want you seeing me weak. But when I think of it, nothing comes out me but tears. Hot, stinging, painful tears. Tears of unwillingly saying goodbye. Just imagining how I'd say goodbye is unbearable. I NEVER knew it would be this soon. We had so many things planned. And now, those are all going to be plans locked up in our hearts forever. You know how much of my heart you'd bring with you, and how much of your heart you'd leave with me. I love you. More than you'd ever realize. I want to keep you locked up in my closet if that's the only way for you not to leave me behind. I'm being selfish, I know. But could you blame me? I'm already missing you. I love you. You know who you are.
"Wherever you go, whatever it takes... I will be right HERE waiting for YOU."
Yoochun, I love you. ♥ -Allyson Mae {12/19/2009 11:26:00 PM}