Saturday, December 5, 2009
I can't believe it. I really can't believe it. Or is it that I don't want to believe it. Every single night, before I fall asleep I think of the dongbangboys, why? Because I imagine all possible outcomes from the lawsuit they are facing. It's not the possible results that scare me. It's what I don't know that worries me. All this time, I've been apprehensive, thinking of what may happen, Whether bad or good. But you know, YOU'LL NEVER KNOW. Get me? I can never really put my foot down and decide that "this" or "that" will, can, or may happen. Because the truth is, I can NEVER KNOW, WE CAN NEVER KNOW. And that what breaks my heart. Now I know that the fear of the unknown is true. Eversince, I have always believed that, there's no reason to fear things I don't know... But now, I suddenly understand.
But the boys want us to be strong. They don't want us to shed tears. Let's be strong for them? Please? :( Please? Cassiopeia. Bigeast. STAY STRONG!
Belated Birsssday~ to my mom! She celebrated her birthday yesterday. We ate at a small restaurant near our vilage, that I swear, cooks the yummiest Native Filipino food. :)) YUM! Anyways, she'd be treating the family tomorrow.. And i'd get to see my nephew again!! I'm so excited, because every chance I get to see him, I get sick. So I couldn't go near him. But this time. No way! I'm healthy as a prick. And I can't wait to carry him!! :D *does dbsk trademark dorky dance*
Yoochun, I love you. ♥ -Allyson Mae {12/05/2009 04:43:00 PM}