Friday, January 1, 2010
I don't know what to believe anymore. :( But I'm srsly broken. BROKEN. I just saw a piece of shitnews somewhere that DBSK is already DISBANDED. What a way to start the new year right? And I'm fucking broken, I can't force tears out. The pain is too much to even handle that my lips can only tremble continuously... I'm pretty sure, I'd bawl my eyes out later.
They say, I should not believe anything as of now. BUT, can you blame me? It's absolutely heart wrenching. I don't want to believe anything at all.. I want t shut myself out off ALL these negative things. But, unfortunately, the boys mean so much to me that I can't just ignore them. I want to dwell in the happy past, more than anything but the circumstances won't let me.
I think I'm being tested. Is my fandom really strong? Then I should be strong.
GODS OF THE EAST! Help me. :(
Yoochun, I love you. ♥ -Allyson Mae {1/01/2010 07:53:00 PM}