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Allyson Mae L. Esguerra

16 years of age. Freshman college student. Term III. Photobucket
I ♥ Micky Park Yoochun.
I ♥ Choikang Changmin.
I ♥ Calvin Chen.
I ♥ Ella Chen.
I ♥ Wu Chun.
I ♥ CE.
I ♥ Yoomin || Minchun.




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Vanessa Marie "Vhanz" Delfin. ♥
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Mitch. ♥
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Joselle. ♥
Ziee. ♥
Moira aka DOODLES. ♥
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Micah. ♥
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I can just feel what's left of my little, tiny, puny, minute heart breaking into a thousand tiny little pieces. Why? It's because of the drama (dont ask what drama).. The past few weeks were Hell for me. I admit. Pure Hell.. I find sleeping at night such a challenge, I just have to cry myself to sleep. I'm being such a baby.. But I cant help it! I want to be strong, really, I do.. But the new drama left me so shocked that my spirit virtually left my body. For a second there, I though I was dead. I dread each passing day, and yet I want it to be over as soon as possible. If I could only sleep and only wake up when it's done. I'm being a coward, I know.. But I dont feel guilty. As a supporter, a fan, more than anything I want this drama for Ella. BUT, as a normal person, wishing so badly for something and yet, it did not happen I feel so bad.. I feel weakened. I'm selfish.. Right now, I could be the most selfish person there ever lived. But can you blame me? I envy people who manage to say they're excited about the drama. That they want to watch it. I cant even look at the press conference pictures.. And there, at the deepest darkest corner of my heart.. DOUBT SETS IN... I dont know where it came from, or how it made it's way.. But I know.. I'm starting to DOUBT. And it's not good..
Yoochun, I love you. ♥ -Allyson Mae {5/06/2009 08:41:00 PM}